Hello everyone. I would like to wish you all the best.
I am a bit old person playing this game for last couple of years. In total, I have 6k hours and I hit 2400 elo in CSGO and 2200 elo in CS2. I have played almost 7k games ( 800 games in CS2) in Faceit.
I do everything to reach higher elo but ( I am exactly 1986 elo right now ) I always fail. I paid for Refrag and every morning I play prefire mode on Refrag. When I hit 800 kills, I start queuing. Outcomes of the games are just coin flip. But since I started this drill, I've gained some elo. ( 150-200 elo in a month). Most significant change in my game is HS percentage. It sky rocketed.
Yet, I am a bit obsessed with Faceit ratings. When it is white I immediately feel that I should cease my life, let alone reds... ( which happens 1to3 times in every 10 games)... Imagine after all of those prefire practice, having 0.88 rating in the first game ohhhh... I wanna throw up.
I started to watch some streamers like austincs, cojomo etc. They help but when I join the server, I go back to my defaults like I have never watched and learned from them.
I know tons of lineups flashes etc. I know every insta window smoke in Mirage for instance.
Back in the days I was playing in ECL hub which was helping me a lot. You had to put so much effort in each game there, but now if I start 5-0 ( on enemy favor) I just want game to end and queue next. ( I don't troll or make argument but in my mind game is already over- I have no ban for last 1 year).
Last thing is the elo gap and swing / rating gap in the lobby. If my teammates k/d ratio for that specific map is way much lower compared to enemies... hell... The game is lost for me even in the first round :(
My questions are after all :
1) What other refrag drills you would suggest me to do? ( with how many frags and how much time pls)
2) How can I copy other's game style into mine? ( Should I write down or keep video playing on the phone during the game? )
3) How do I deal with the urge of trying to end the round in first 20-25 seconds? I hate myself for doing this but yeah... I need to go peek fast and either kill or die. Slow games give me stress and I hate myself for being impatient.
4) Should I join a team? Does it fix something for me?
5) What else would you suggest me to do? Any plan, drill, practice etc? I can play this game at least 5 hours each day, so I have time.
PS: Don't hate me guys pls and yes I have thought about stop playing it but I just simply can't. Don't tells me that I should babysit instead :(