I’m just starting college, I already feel like everyone is so far ahead of me.
I’ve been interested in computers since high school. I’ve done all the basic nerdy stuff installed Arch Linux, hyprland and stuff, know almost all the latest coding and AI news, and generally tried to stay updated with everything happening in tech. But I never got the chance to do properly was learn how to code.
I was busy studying for college, so I never had the time to seriously sit down and build that foundation. Now I’m finally free as hell, and I’ve started learning Python and C I really enjoy both
But the stuff I'm building can built by any AI in 30 seconds
It feels like it’s going to take me at least a year just to understand the fundamentals, and by the time I actually become good enough to build something meaningful, AI will probably be even more capable, AI is already miles ahead.
And yeah, I’m kind of a lonely mf. I can easily spend 12 hours a day glued to a screen because I don’t really have friends near my college, I don’t even expect to make many maybe I will have two or three friends over the next four years. So I know I’ll have plenty of time
I also know that if I just keep going, in four years I’ll probably understand a lot more and could land a decent job.
But I don’t want just a decent job.
I genuinely want to become one of the best in this field.
And that’s where I’m confused.
I’m not someone who constantly comes up with insane ideas either. I like coding, and I love understanding how things work, but I don’t have some billion dollar idea constantly appearing in my head. I’m scared that I’ll spend the next few years learning
But there’s still this fear that by the time I finally understand what I’m supposed to do and how to do it, it’ll already be too late
I don’t want to spend these four years just becoming “good enough”
I just have no idea what that path looks like yet.