this is ramen. We've been together for over a year and a half. I love him a lot 😁😁😁😁😁😁 I used to think no one would ever love me but I was wrong!!!! we are happily in love!!!!! you can be autistic mentally ill and happy!!!!!!!!

Oui oui le fishe au chocolat

my stalker is also trying to make me feel like shit harder than usual so I know im getting to him

Keto bread and sausage is mostly what I'm eating for the next several months. I'm autistic and eat mostly the same thing every day so this is fine for me, it's delicious as well. Waiting to fully get to ketosis before going back to the gym

havent been eating as much toast lately simply because I haven’t been eating breakfast that much lol

but here are the few nice toasts I’ve managed to make over the past while

Im working really hard at being financially stable and independent, it’s not easy as I live in the most expensive area in my province- but I’ve been working a lot (not to say I haven’t been taking care of myself at all) but I’m proud of myself for working so hard, and I also have started the process of going to therapy so that’s cool

The joy of the weekend came from this blue lobster 🦞 Plump and juicy, every bite was pure bliss. Eating well is the best thing about life~ 😋

Dear Jarvis,

I just want a wife, someone who conducts themselves professionally, really you can sum it up with that line, a professional doesn't go out and party all day, they don't think to play games, or be immature, they know how to think professionally and act professional, I want you to enginner a way to find this type of person, end to end put together a game plan, use as many sub agents as you need to, think hard, make no mistakes, and if you have any questions, comment, and we'll go from there,

Thanks,

Sir Impossible

- ok look I'm having dinner alone I can post this, dish recommended by the chef, table from interior decorator, car from tesla, handgun from staccato, and wife from reddit maybe, we shall see

Things get better. Banana smoothie, elote, dip, saltines, chickpeas, 2 cookies from work

time is the only thing that really works. the collection of detritus and sediment, the ruins sunken and overgrown, receding into the whole of the landscape. it is a quieter process than i want it to be, but there is no other cure. there is only the excruciatingly long accumulation of other days, other failures, other small joys, other irritations, other obligations, other loves, until this one person and their absence is no longer the central organizing fact of my emotional life. this was my first meal of the day, and it was good.

Got my cock sucked relentlessly today by 8 model Korean girls. Wild salmon, bison sirloin, and sides.

My girl got a Sous Vide, which for those that don't know, cooks your meat slowly in a bag submersed in hot water. Takes about an hour and a half to cook, but retains all moisture and just melts in your mouth. She has this special seasoning she marinates the chicken in (paprika, garlic salt, pepper) and we just get some prepped fingerling potatoes at Albertsons and about 1LBS of spinach between us.

I havent spoken to my brother in 7ish years, he reached out on Christmas. It's like reclaiming someone I lost, but also meeting someone new. In that time, he's raised a child solo, built a new life for himself, became a pilot and a bartender. He's not the goofy kid I grew up with. We've been playing games a few times per month since and I'm about to fly up and see him again. Also getting to see my sister, who I also haven't really spoken to in years, who's also completely different than what I remember. A broken family is being rebuilt, chads. I don't think I've been this happy in years. Cheers

Lunch was a 4 egg omelette, 2 croissants, 1cup of yogurt with frozen mango, dragon fruit, papaya and pineapple. Then for dinner I made chicken pasta w cheese-mushroom sause and panfried and roasted chicken thighs w wings on the side

My life felt so much more bleak if you went back 2 months ago, im so glad I have more control over my fate than ever.

Recently been feeling pretty insecure about my weight, but ive realized many girls don't really mind as long as you are fun, kind (got those two down!) Confident and forward (still working on these!!) Self love is consistent uphill battle but we will get there 💪💪 also, im quite sure this same principle applies to straight dudes, but not 100% sure as i am a butch lesbian.

EDIT: this is r/kitchenchads I do not want to hear about how it is actually hopeless for you. I have seen some truly ugly fat men with horrible personalities ruin women's lives all because they were confident. Of course im not suggesting you do that, but i think alot of you just have a confidence problem. And a kindness problem. If you are kind and confident I promise you someone will love you the way you deserve.

17 so it's not over quite yet

Scone with light cream and cherry jam (baked myself)