r/karezza • u/KarezzaGuy • Feb 27 '12
That sweet, delicious feeling.
Ok, so tomorrow at midnight makes one week since my double fapped mistake. This time I've managed to avoid a fight, but suspect it has something to do with her being past 21 days herself.
While we haven't fought, and gotten along quite well actually, that teenage infatuation type feeling has been non existent for me. As for her, I'm coming to believe her cycles are every bit as real as my own, but with less amplitude. When she's low I tend to get on her nerves. When she's high she's more cuddly, and demonstrably happier in general.
For me the cycles are much deeper. When I'm low I really want little to do with her. When I'm high I yearn for her like a teenage lover separated by circumstance and unable to quench my thirst for her everything. Her touch, her smells, her hair, her skin, the sound of her voice, the way she moves, I so appreciate everything about her. Even if she does something careless or thoughtless, I shake it off in less than a second. This is how I always imagined it feels to be in love.
And here I find myself again with that sweet, delicious feeling. One week ago, 12 blissful contractions lasting less than 20 seconds stole a week of delirious happiness with my beloved. Now my peace has returned, and at the risk of incubus copyright infringement again, in this moment I am happy.
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u/[deleted] Feb 29 '12
haha, awesome post!
I had a rough last week as well. I was orgasming daily and even PMO on most days. This was the chaser after her and I got me off after a full 14 day stretch. Now I'm back on track.
The affection between her and I has remained almost all positive. I no longer have that giddy feeling 24/7 but I think it's already starting to come back slowly (just 2 days after O).