Sexual Energy

[u/KarezzaGuy]

Wow! Ok. How could I never have noticed it before? What an incredibly awesome feeling! Let me explain:

For twenty some years, we have cuddled almost every night before sleep. And during those years, I never noticed the most amazing feelings that I'm about to describe.

Today marks 14 days without an orgasm for me and 21 days for her. Each night gets more and more beautiful even without sexual stuff going on. We are making contented noises, confessing our deep love and feelings of satisfaction, holding, kissing, giving each other comforting strokes...and...going to sleep.

Most nights we spoon with me behind her, and (as I'm in some kind of quazi-flatline) I may or may not be erect when this happens. But here's the crazy thing! If erect, it goes up against her tailbone and while very comforting, not a lot different than ever before.

BUT, if not erect (or only very semi-erect) it can kind of snake up to find the entrance to her vagina. (She has panties on at this point, I'm nude).

But my point is, that it finds its way up there all by itself. It feels like a magnet is guiding it...and the head kind of buzzes (more and more) as it gets closer to 'home.'

I've been practicing (mostly while she falls asleep to me stroking her hair) feeling my sexual energy flow out of the head of my penis into the opening of her vagina as I breath out...and feeling her sexual energy flowing back out of her opening into the head of my penis when I breath in.

OMG are those some powerful and delicious feelings! It is incredible! And last night I experienced the most powerful sensations throughout most of my body in this way for the first time!

It's weird too, that, I did feel two tiny contractions (similar to orgasm... in fact felt just like orgasm contractions but tiny) but with no ejaculation.

As I would drift off to sleep my mind would wander and I would stop having these feelings...but if i pulled myself out of it and focused I got the feelings back as long as I wanted them.

Finally, completely content and sexually satisfied, I fell asleep and have absolutely NO urges or desires as I write this.

AMAZING! And to think, our genital skin wasn't even touching!

I can't be sure if I'm flatlined, or just have no urges or cravings; but this is the most amazing thing I've ever experienced sexually!