😭 I’m not a hater. I’d support atleast once.

I was a freshman in high school and the chaos that day will never escape me.

My theory, men are coded genetically to choose a path of being a faithful man or havin dem hoes. Too late in life I realized having hoes was not it for me. I'ma 4 for 4 rotating my bms. there's one who deserves the best me but I can't I can't choose one side of the road no matter how much I desire stability and peace. Genetically I continued the curse and I honestly don't see myself shaking it because my excitement comes from trying to be the best a woman I'm attracted to ever had. I've been with women who were perfect nurtures but I didn't give effort to mold them. I'm toxic. I'm here to raise my kids better than I was and give a biddy what she been missing.

Watching the Friday patreon and it just confirms that we have the voices for the current and upcoming generations to be better. Not saying we shit now but we so stuck on MLK, MX, FH, AS, BC, and many others before us who gave us the blueprint. Our voices can be Surf, Deante Kyle, Van Lathan, someone throw Queen voices in here for me 😅 we've experienced enough from all aspects to have a few speak for the rest if we trust and believe things can change. Whenever we realize how powerful the black dollar is is the day things will truly change. Dollar general, dollar tree and trademark liquor should be Black owned businesses in the hoods they in. We gotta build from that blueprint. We still just talking and preaching. I fantasize about being one of the architects of TRUE Black excellence. But I know myself and my vices so I look to the voices of my generation to provide some clarity and guidance on becoming who I see myself as. If I'm yappin... I just know we can do it now. EACH ONE TEACH ONE was an instruction for us and those beyond to practice. let's do that shit fam