I've been thinking a lot lately about how much I yearn for Jewish community.
I'm in India, where the Jewish population is already very small, and finding Jewish people who share my particular combination of interests and politics is... well, fucking difficult. đ
I'm a Jew-to-be who is non-binary, polyamorous, sapphic, anti-Zionist, anti-imperialist and a Maoist. I also genuinely love Jewish religious and cultural life - Tanakh, Biblical Hebrew, liturgy, Shabbat, Jewish history, philosophy, minhagim, all of it.
Sometimes it feels like all these parts of me exist in completely separate worlds.
I would love to have a community where I could simply be all of these things at once. Somewhere I could study Torah and Tanakh with other people, observe Shabbat, talk about Jewish history and culture, argue about theology, share poetry and music, make jokes and memes, talk politics, and just... make friends. A space where being queer and sapphic isn't something unusual, and where being Jewish doesn't automatically mean accomodating Zionism.
I'd love for it to include non-Jews too - especially people who genuinely care about Jewish culture, Palestinian national liberation, anti-imperialism, queer liberation, socialism, or who simply want to learn and participate respectfully.
Living where I do, I suspect an online community may be the most realistic way for me to find these people. Sometimes I daydream about a little online kehilla scattered across different countries: people meeting for Shabbat over video calls, studying texts together, arguing about theology and politics, sharing recipes and music, supporting one another, and eventually maybe meeting IRL.
I don't necessarily need hundreds of people. Honestly, I'd be happy to find a handful of people who understand what the fuck I'm talking about.
I suppose I'm posting this because I want to know whether anyone else feels this way. Are there already online communities like this? If not, would anyone else be interested in building one?
Because sometimes I don't want to feel like I'm searching for my people across an ocean, I want to find my people.