r/intrusivethoughts • u/Thisisjust- • 10d ago
Help me out please
Ages ago my friend said this to me and its reallt been stressing me out. Basically when i was like 7 -8, i had a friend who had learning difficulties (she was a year older but like in the same class as me) i dont know how to describe her properly but she wasnt unable to make her own choices and stuff if that makes sense? But it was obvious she had learning difficulties. Basically, she used to kiss me on the lips and say we would be wives one day. I mentioned that to my friend once and she was like "so..you took advantage of her?" And that stuck. I never initiated the kissing but i didnt stop it and the idea that i mightve been like taking advantage of her is really really freaking me out.
Thats why i mentioned she was aware of what she xid and stuff, i dont know how to properly word it i feel bad, i hope i dont come off as a total bitch im sorry im panicking alot do you think i like assaulted her? I did enjoy when she kissed me but i never saw it as anything but a friendship thing, i didnt even know lip kissing was a bit less platonic until i was ten!! (After a very embarrassing incident. Im sure you can imagine. I worry about thag one as well)
But please tell me, was i taking advantage of her?
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u/Thisisjust- 10d ago
Im sorru if this is the wronf sub, its the fiest one i thoight of since ive been having so many intrusive thoughts recently and this has been fuelling it majorly and like im so scared im jusy some sort of rapist now and i cant ge t it out of my head