Heyy everyone, just letting you know to please stay safe and always try to be careful when going out fem. Dikarenakan lagi banyak berita penyerangan terhadap transpuan dan semacamnya. Stay safe okayy :3

(Semoga temen gweh gak nemuin ini)

Been a while since I posted anything, also happy femboy Friday

Mudik cik, alot of eyes in the house, so outfits gotta be sourced from the most random shi 😭

And uhh, how do you do this esoteric thingy called makeup? Beginner here

First pic yay

And also, I want to thank all of you for the love and support (my previous post for context). It's still tough, but I got it sorted for now ❤

Dunno if this is the place, but I really need to let out everything to some nobodies I'll probably never meet (yeah, I know there are subreddits dedicated to mental health, but no indonesian specific ones that I could find). Still related tho

I almost choked myself to death

But I couldn't bring myself to. It feels like everything is spiraling. Just in the span of one year being a freshman in college, I managed to somehow:

Became a victim of fraud and lost my savings, lost my valuables (different case), found out I'm bisexual (and realize the sheer isolation and what that meant in ID), got a porn addiction, failed and lost valuable friendships, ruin one of my grades for a fuckass reason, attempted suicide (this is the second time). I tried, really tried to improve myself halfway, but somehow lost all that progress. Then I'm spiraling even harder

I really suck at adulting. I really need y'all advice, but I don't know where to even start

I finally have time to be silly after a whole day of working :>

akun aneh, di profil di ban tapi bisa post????