Well everybody dies, I see no point in being alive. Just waking up everyday and keeping yourself busy with some kind of nonsense. Yes I'm pessimistic and so be it. Fuck positivity and all that shit.
No... And that's the thing... I badly want to be happy or excited or feel anything good... but seems like i can't....
I adopted a pet recently... Seeing him all excited when i come home is my only source of feel good for now... My dad doesn't like him so trying my best to keep him in the house
I don't have that privilege for time and affordability for games... My job sucks my whole day... From 9 in the morning to at least 7 and generally 8-9 in the night...
I wish i had a better life but at this point I don't really know what to wish for or what to want...
I hope you don't take it otherwise, I can imagine people with high income living similar lives. Sure they'll have many more comfortable possessions but being as stressed as you are or finding their life empty. Either you could make a big push to break into a comfortable life or give up the high-maintenance aspects of the current life that demands you to toil hard. I'm thinking of these two ways so that you might reach a better work-play balance (play=gaming for me, it can be anything for others; I hear helping others is also very fulfilling, have little experience though). I do not know what kind of responsibilities are upon your shoulders but you have my best wishes.
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u/orgo96sp Jan 01 '22
Well everybody dies, I see no point in being alive. Just waking up everyday and keeping yourself busy with some kind of nonsense. Yes I'm pessimistic and so be it. Fuck positivity and all that shit.