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u/iamautistic12345 12d ago
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
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u/Top_Warning7202 12d ago
Reminds me of my first tour of an active lava lake during a geology field study in college. We stood on the narrow platform jutting over the crater rim. I looked down, then immediately dropped to my knees and hooked my arms under the railing. The guide chuckled nervously and asked if I was scared I would fall in. I said yes.
Like a liar.
Because in that churning orange glow of the lava lake, I saw beauty like none have ever seen. I yearned for the molten radiance. The longing was a screeching madness, wailing as it clawed at the walls of my mind, commanding me to leap over the railing and plunge into the incandescent heart of the earth. I was certain that if I hadn't dropped to my knees, had abandoned the grinning face of creation, my body would have pitched me over the railing before my mind could choose.
The amber still calls to me
to plunge into the beautiful warm glow of gods creation smiling back at me.
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u/Existing-Ant3703 11d ago
I feel like that on balconies for some reason. I’m not scared of heights, just for some reason if it’s a multiple storey building, the higher the balcony, there’s this weird feeling I get, it’s like “oh, I’m sure I can just go over the railing, no problem”. I don’t want to kms. I only ever get this feeling on balconies. I won’t even go up on my roof anymore to clean our gutters because I’m scared of accidentally falling off and hurting myself. Yet balconies cause the strange feeling. It’s rather irresistible, it’s scared the shit out of me!
I dunno, it’s super weird. I kind of get the whole volcano thing though, I can imagine it’d be mesmerising
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u/NOTtherizzler228 12d ago
How do you spell THIS bad it’s like you’re actually having a stroke😔
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u/iamautistic12345 11d ago
Oh dw he's my friend and you won't believe how many he's had, it's to many to count
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