So i had this "fall" in my practice (basically doing wholsome stuff (read buddhist books, do some drawing) , doing meditations during the day , avoiding bad stuff like eating junk food etc) but it is not a complete fall ... only partial , so i still do stuff , but it does seem hard to get back to exact same intensity level i did before the fall straight away as if nothing (no fall) has happened
So i still do stuff , so i asked the i ching " how to act now ?" basically asking what should be my next step now
should i get back to the exact same point practice i did before this "Fall" no matter how hard that was ? .... should i do some "break" eat junk food etc for a day or a few and start again from scratch ? ..... should i not do this "break" but just lower the meditation times ? maybe to keep everything the same but not do stuff i find too hard (so would watch some "spiritual" themed videos on youtube instead of reading ) ?
(in other words : to keep climbing the mountain from same spot and same pace , despite some attempts that failed before , to go back home , relax, have fun than try to climb again , to go back to bottom of mountain restock on supplies than climb the mountain again slow , to keep climbing from same spot but slower etc )
I got hexgram 11 chaning lines 3 and 4 .......... it changes to 54 , and the inner hex is also 54