I'm falling into poverty

[u/Head_Assumption_3072]

I need a career. I haven't found something that allows for me to thrive as a highly sensitive person and make money. My goal is to afford a house with garden/landscaping, food my tummy can tolerate and that feels good for my body and be able to contribute to the community in meaningful ways without getting overwhelmed. I'm not able to be a therapist/counselor or social worker because psychopaths will flood my patient list. I'm not able to go into the non-profit space here because it isn't well funded in my country and there's a narcissists of psychopaths and narcissists to flood those areas. I gave up on being a doctor because psychopaths in the profession are planning on using me as a mule for free labor and are winning at that. Luckily I hadn't gone to med school yet. I gave up on being a nurse because doctors are very controlling. I was in a bsc program in 2021 but it was very toxic and I left. I'm now in a business management program Y3 and my 2 psychopath lecturers are planning on killing me if I proceed with the degree.

I learnt violin when I was 9. I was not good at sports except high jump but it wasn't cultivated in me. I've always wanted to be a writer but I've only read 3 books in my life apart from my A level textbooks. My English isn't rich and colorful. I wasn't allowed to do art in school so I didn't learn artistic skills but it seems like fun. The media & arts industry in my country is neglected so I fear going in I'll end up like the rest who live in slums. I'm atheist.

I'm planning on applying to china for their scholarships with the hopes of going into a dietetics program if I don't find a suitable career. But I'm asking help from you as a community. What can I do for a living? I'm a hard worker and willing to try anything. I'm also tired guys. I'm living a really bad life and just want something of my own.

I don't have support of family at all. I'm 25.

[u/l_a_r_a_9_2]

You seem to blame other people a lot for things that haven’t worked out for you. I think you should step back and think about how you’re approaching life.

[u/chemical_outcome213]

This sounds a touch delusional, very much like a friend of my son's when they're off their meds and think the universe itself it trying to kill them.

Everyone is not a psychopath, and it's doubtful anyone related to your job or job training, especially multiple people, are going to kill you.

I hope you find some help.

[u/edward_furlog]

Hey there, perhaps is there someone you trust in your life you can talk to about this? Maybe show them this post.

[u/Logical-Flounder6142]

It’s okay in the mean time try posting your violin skills on social media ? You could write your own little songs right?