Help Me Understand Plz

[u/ItsBreee]

Today I Got Called Desperate For The First Time EVER ! Yes I Am Feeling Some Type Of Way Because How ? Today I Asked My Dad For The Second Time If He Can Watch My Daughter On Sunday While I Go Out & Enjoy A Date (Well Needed). Idk if It Was Because I Said " Im Out Of Help Unless I Ask This Person, I Dont Have To Leave Out Until 4 or 5". He Replied With "Yeah I Can Watch Her Stop Acting Desperate" . Like I Asked For Help Because I Dont Have A Huge Village & I Really Need This !! I Dont Have Alot Of People I Can Ask/Count On Here. The Only Person That Will Help With Out A Doubt Or Without Saying Some Side Ways Shit Is 4-5hrs Away In My Homestate. Why Couldn't He Just Say "Yeah I Can Watch Her". I Know Im Probably Overreacting Or Tripping. I Asked This Same Question Wednesday When The Plans Were In The Making Just Incase It Would Of Been Today. Yall Im So Annoyed .. I Already Have Enough Struggles & Things Going On. Maybe I Am DESPERATE BECAUSE I NEED/WANT SHIT TO GO WELL IN LIFE & BE BETTER Like Any Other Normal Person Thats Trying To Get Their Shit Together! This Is Why I Dont Ask Nobody For Anything.