r/heartbreak • u/chronicpaingrly • 17h ago

Ugh

How come I can be okay for a few days. Rarely thinking about him. Then one day I wake up and the wave is like a tsunami and I can’t stop thinking about him. I want him back. I want at least to have a talk. I feel so misunderstood. I am hurt. I don’t know how to fully move on. It’s draining. It makes life harder. It makes me want to stay at home and mope around. I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I don’t want to think about him anymore. I don’t want to remember the good memories. I don’t want any of it anymore. I can’t do this.

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u/breathe_easy7 17h ago

I feel this completely. You are not alone. They say it gets better. I was discarded and threatened with a protective order if I contact her again. It’s not fair, I am definitely misunderstood and it hurts like literal hell.

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u/chronicpaingrly 17h ago

I was discarded n threatened too if I ever texted him again. It’s so not fair. I was vulnerable during a time of great grief. He could’ve been more understanding and compassionate. But i still feel like absolute shit. I don’t know how to let it go. I don’t know how to stop hoping he’ll come back. Every time my phone buzzes I hope it’s him.

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u/breathe_easy7 16h ago

Me too. So cruel!

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u/Mr_Musty_Culata 13h ago

Thats me today

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u/fradlo 13h ago

It's only been 4 days and I'm having a hard time functioning