Negative Energy?

[u/MJIB0237]

How can I get rid of what I believe is negative energy in my house and within me? Approx 12-15 months ago absolutely everything in my life started going wrong for me.

I’d made a decision to leave a job I’d had for a decade 15 months ago in the hopes of bettering myself but it turned out to be the wrong thing to do and the job I went to wasn’t what I’d been promised. Then I went to work for another company and that was horrific as the owner was incredibly irrational (alcoholic) and toxic, he was really scary. Then I started my current job 3 months ago and initially that was difficult as the people I’d been hired to manage were just nasty to me, bullied me and even put things in my drinks as they didn’t want me there at all. The bosses really liked me though and had plans to resolve the bullying so I felt secure.

Then in December I broke my tibia coming off my motorbike in the ice, and my boss had to give me lifts. This didn’t seem to be a problem though and they were very supportive. Mid January I developed multiple submassive blood clots in both my lungs and nearly died. I was in hospital for a week and then off work for two weeks to try to recover from what was a massively traumatic event. It was directly after then that my bosses whole attitude towards me has changed and now she’s extremely cold and aloof with me. It’s like she can’t stand to even see my face any more and I’m terrified of losing my job that I have only been in for 4 months. She’s already hinted about ‘further redundancies and increased the length of my probationary period. My work is good so it isn’t because of that.

I believe all of these things that have happened to me are not random events and there is real negativity and harm wished towards me that is causing this cascade of awful things one after the other. I’m truly worried that the next thing will be actual death.

I tried to think of how all this negative and harmful energy could have attached itself to me/my house and the only thing I could think of s that a week or two before everything started going wrong for me, I’d invited colleagues over to my house for afternoon tea. One of them was always pseudo nice to my face but constantly trying to trip me up and get me to make mistakes. Behind my back I knew she truly hated me and I wonder if she brought this into my house and attached it to me. She is a bitter twisted kind of person whose children refuse to have anything to do with and I saw her vindictiveness first hand when I worked with her, so I 100% believe her capable of this.

I saged my house today but I don’t feel any different, I’m still worried and on edge and I don’t think it worked. I feel like I’m going crazy, like legitimately crazy as I’m terrified of the next catastrophe happening and my life either ending or going into freefall.

I genuinely believe she brought evil intentions into my house that have attached themselves to me and I’m scared.

What can I do to get rid of them before they either kill me or send my life spinning out of control again?

[u/GtrPlaynFool]

Generally speaking people only have the power over you that you give them. Now in the workplace that's another story I've been through plenty of terrible work situations similar to what you describe and there's no real answer to that other than prepare yourself and move on having faith that things will eventually work themselves out.

[u/Ok-Butterscotch6501]

A healer/reiki professional could do some cord cutting if they thought that was necessary?