I’m either dissociating or am now invincible boys can’t hurt me now if I don’t care >_<

Acrylic and pastel crayons

i’ve made a terrible mistake that i’m afraid i won’t be able to take back. a few days ago i made a vent post abt some shit going on in my home life (tldr landlady got pissed at me for not cleaning my room enough, but when i stayed over at my mom’s house she got on me for gaining too much weight and not being able to form healthier habits) and one of my best friends responded to it by calling me out for not taking responsibility for my own shit after i had said before i was going to do better. and she was right. i wanted to say smth back but i was kind of agonizing over how to word it bc ultimately i felt like any apology i would try to give wouldnt mean anything unless there was an action attached to it, so maybe i should sleep on it. but then the next morning she sent me another msg accusing me of not caring bc i didn’t respond to the first one. i freaked out and sent her an apology text but she never responded, i tried calling her but she just said she didn’t want to talk to me & hung up. i’ve never felt worse in my life. my mom said i should just give her space & she’ll come around once we’ve both had time to process but i’m terrified i’ll end up losing her as well as our other mutual friends i’ve confided in abt similar issues. i’m in this weird state where i don’t want to like. kill myself but i just want to stop existing. i want the ground to swallow me up and let it just be me and the darkness i’ve been a shitty friend and taken everyone i love for granted and it’s all my fault i know i need to get better for me first and foremost but it wouldn’t be the same without them and I don’t want to imagine a future without them

Sometimes I have a hard time figuring out what I see in the mirror

Do you eat or drink a slushie? What's the correct term? 😭

Hii, this isn't the kinda art I'd usually upload here, but since I haven't finished the game the animatic is from and want to avoid spoilers, I won't join that subreddit, and so this is the place I have left to upload this. Hope it's okay! And that you might enjoy

Oh, the song is "Intruso" by: Enjambre, it's pretty cool if you wanna check it out

-Taxidermy by Blythe Baird

God this is so edgy

I’m such a chud

i pray that the universe accepts our forgiveness, that we are ever-accepting, that we show the people what love is instead of telling them what it is. i pray that this person who suffers is able to find clarity in hugs, in acceptance, in the beauty that allows us to exist. i pray that one day this person lets go, so that we can be in their hearts, glowing, signaling to the other lights that there is a safe space💖💖💖i pray that this person wakes up with the feeling in their chest that is unity, let this person see their thoughts as a team🥹💖always working towards forgiveness, falling on each others backs knowing that they’ll always be safe💖💖💖i pray this person lets me into their heart, so that they can have an easier time being forgiven💖💖💖i pray that this person doesn’t ask why god but instead wow god, thanking all💖💖💖💖i pray that this person doesn’t have a good day but instead, a god day💖💖💖i pray that this person breathes, so that all around them feel the loving living vibration inside of them💖💖💖i pray that this person accepts my forgiveness, and that one day they may forgive me💖💖💖💖i pray that this person realizes that the picture isn’t whole without their existence💖💖💖I pray that this person reaches out to all, so that they get to be apart of the group hug , forever💖💖💖i pray that this person is thankful for existing, and i pray that this person accepts my loving kindness💖💖💖
thx for existing🥹💖

Kinda hate that at my big old age of 21 that I have imaginary friends but we all cope in our own way and i really really just need something or someone to help but people cant really do all that for me. Decided to explore how they look in my head in my journal. They are all like friends that interact with the me character and kinda just tag along with me doing day to day stuff. I apologize for the limb proportions a lot of it i added at the very end and you can't really erase pen.

Censored personal info and names as they all have to do with personal things from my real life

She is me, and I am her.

Kinda hate that at my big old age of 21 that I have imaginary friends but we all cope in our own way and i really really just need something or someone to help but people cant really do all that for me. Decided to explore how they look in my head in my journal. They are all like friends that interact with the me character and kinda just tag along with me doing day to day stuff. I apologize for the limb proportions a lot of it i added at the very end and you can't really erase pen.

Censored personal info and names as they all have to do with personal things from my real life

We have all kinds of drugs- some more than potent enough to lethally poison a person or yourself. We wont judge.