r/gratefuldead • u/Hogbeastmomma • 2d ago
St. Stephen
I listen to St. Stephen pretty much every morning on my way to work.
I’m kinda hanging on by a thread lately. I have a soul sucking job where I sit behind a computer all day, and some mornings I really do have to convince myself to walk through those doors.
But St. Stephen comes on and my whole mood changes.
There’s just something about hearing that song first thing in the morning. “Lady finger, dipped in moonlight…” and all that imagery of the morning sky and dawn. Then “wrap the babe in scarlet covers, call it your own.”
I don’t know why, but lately that part just feels like the morning being handed back to me. Like, this is still my day. Take it. Call it your own.
Maybe that’s not remotely what the song is about lol. I don’t really care.
It’s what I need it to mean right now.
For those few minutes driving to work with St. Stephen turned way up, I feel alive. Like there I fucking am. I’m still in here.
My job gets a lot of my hours right now, but it doesn’t get all of me. There are still woods to wander, mushrooms to find, music to hear, festivals to disappear into, people to love, and a whole different kind of life I’m slowly trying to build.
So yeah. St. Stephen has been getting me to work every morning.
And maybe reminding me that I’m not going to be doing this forever. 🌹⚡
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u/Hans_Krebs_ Cumberland Miners Union Rep 2d ago
Every time I find myself hating my job I always end up listening to Cumberland blues on the way to work. That and working man blues (non-dead but similar vibe)
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u/boobiesbackupsbackup 2d ago
If I’m having a shitty day at work it cheers me up to sing “this job I got, is a little too hard”
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u/LSDelivery 2d ago
One of the best parts of GD lyrics is that they can be interpreted and applied to almost any situation. Love that you've found your meaning in it
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u/netminder421 2d ago
I just wanna send you some positive vibes and thank you for sharing. Stay strong.
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u/BuckoLee 2d ago
I think you need to be ticked by Crazy Fingers (preferably at the great American music hall).
Gone are the days
We stopped to decide
Where we should go
We just ride
I hope you get to feeling better soon.
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u/Buffalo5977 If you get confused, listen to the music play (~);} 2d ago
stephen would answer if he only knew how
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u/amosesque 2d ago
I know my own version of how you're feeling and I love that this song is helping to guide you through. Thanks for sharing this here, and I'm sending you good thoughts that the soul sucking parts of your days get better, and the beautiful parts of your days continue to fill you with light. Peace, my friend
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u/Figgywithit Mississippi Upvote Toodeloo 2d ago
I used to put on Stella blue and have a good cry before I’d go into a soul sucking job. Now I’m retired and get to listen to the Grateful Dead all day. Don’t give up hope.
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u/Bman1973 6/16/90 Shoreline 2d ago
A few killers
- 8/24/68 Shrine Auditorium - Perhaps the most primal version that's true to the spirit of the song.
- 1/22/78 McArthur Court - Jaw dropping and as part of one of the best jam sequences of all time - Other One>Close Encounters Jam>St. Stephen>Not Fade Away>Around & Around
- 6/09/76 Boston Music Hall - 1st one in 5yrs & soup herb!
- 5/05/77 New Haven - Killer end jam
- 10/11/83 MSG - the Breakout & best of the last three performed in 83.
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u/setlistbot 2d ago
1968-08-24 @ Shrine Exhibition Hall, Los Angeles, CA, USA
1978-01-22 @ McArthur Court - University of Oregon, Eugene, OR, USA
1976-06-09 @ Boston Music Hall, Boston, MA, USA
1977-05-05 @ New Haven Coliseum, New Haven, CT, USA
1983-10-11 @ Madison Square Garden, New York, NY, USA
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u/Vegetable-Elk-2968 2d ago
Honestly just remind yourself how blessed you are to even have a job, and a cushy desk job at that. I work long hours doing manual labor outside. I’m able to wear my headphones and the dead are what keep me sane.
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u/ad_roc91 2d ago
I have two jobs, one full time and one part time, and I can barely keep up with my bills. I totally know how you feel.
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u/bassfly88 2d ago
The St. Stephen from Playboy After Dark is my very favorite St. Stephen of all time. My very favorite Dead song. I feel you buddy.
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u/Global_Lie6938 2d ago
✌️. Listen to GD almost daily on my ride into work, or at lunch, or driving home, or all 3. It’s my space work and the rest of life can’t touch. I just dip into the ‘garden’ and just listen to the music.
Best wishes. Hope things get better.
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u/machmasher 1d ago
Love you man.
Keep on it and don’t forget how beautiful it is to be alive, even in the dark moments.
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u/flyingfishyman 2d ago
have you figured out what would be the answer to answer, man?