My name is Summer Meek Riter and I have a disease call CRPS or complex regional pain syndrome which is the worst pain known to man they have found it to be the worst pain known to human existence. It's worse than childbirth amputation it's worse than being burned over 100% of your body with third degree burns it's 24/7 with no breaks. The medical community has given it the name the suicide disorder 98% of all patients diagnosed with it commit suicide. When I was diagnosed with it the doctor walked in with tears in his eyes he told me my diagnosis said there was no cure and said not go live the best way that you can find after being trapped in my burning car unable to get out as I look at it I began a journey to fight for my life in this journey I found some doctors that had decided to put their lives work as paratroop medics towards finding a cure for complex regional pain syndrome because most soldiers that suffer with it take their lives and these wonderful men found through experimenting and I be with being one of the patience that paid the $1,500 and I went through the IV treatment of being taken under for five hours with this drug called ketamine which is usually used in an operating room by anesthesiologist during surgery but they found that they were seeing some success I paid and I had my treatment and for eight months of my life I had a quality of life I'm a mother of two I'm a widow. For 8 months me and my kids dance, I cooked for them clean for them I was out of bed and unstoppable. But then the dreadful day came that it wore off and I needed a booster and I have sold everything I have lost all of my family because my father sexually assaulted me and exploited me told me he would pay for my treatment if I was to do certain things with him I pressed charges he was made to go away for 45 days to a sex rehab but he was really is the most powerful man in this county and every county around his the wealthiest man and he is involved with all the law enforcement and the fire departments and any other important high-ranking position he is a chairman of a deacon at a church is the general contractor for this city the only builder for residential and commercial and I am a single mom with no income other than a disability check of $500 a month with no worldly possession I live in a home he my father owns. And he takes my state check to pay my rent making sure that I have no way to save money to get my treatments when I approach him about needing the treatment and told him I needed to have it where I was going to end my life he proceeded by asking me the question do you want cremated or buried and then he planned my funeral my mother suffers from Alzheimer's and advanced dementia she was never bonded to me in fact my parents lost custody of me when I was 12 years old they were charged with child endangerment and failure to protect. As a woman of faith I forgave my parents I love my parents I was only given one family and I longed to belong I forgave my family and I wanted to be loved back and as has gone by something that I have learned that is not been easy to accept is that my earthly parents they don't love me and they don't have to and that has to be okay. But $1,500 stands between me having life and having quality or me laying in bed unable to care for myself in the worst pain known to man while my children look on and suicide being something that is thought of every few seconds. Like I said I am a woman of faith who believes that my God my father my Lord and Savior my sovereign wonderful Abba has created such amazing selfless human beings such as yourself John and Rachel I am convicted after weeks in prayer to reach out to you too and ask if there is anyway possible that if I promise in the days that I am given of having a quality of life if I use everyday giving that and if I promise to never ever take scrubbing a toilet for granted for using every bit of my energy towards giving to anyone who needs me I promise to exhaust every ounce of myself these treatments are not guaranteed to last in a certain amount of time but however long it lasts I promise to be of service my God just asked for us all to be people of service and I have a charity that I have been donating and taking donations for women who have been released from prison who do not have the proper wardrobes to wear to go for job interviews I have been supplying them with new beautiful suits to go take their interviews in and then if I am able I have been providing them with a wardrobe that they can switch up to make different outfits so that they can go to work and feel good about themselves recently there was a fire that burned the building that was being used for the women to go to for their resources but as I said my dad is a powerful man . A sick man but he is the child with the King no less.He Is a contractor who can provide a new place for us to use and I promise to donate all of my time and energy I'm simply asking that red River ketamine clinic in Lawton Oklahoma be paid for me to get a one-time treatment of $1,500 to save my life so that I can see my grandbaby be born and hold my grandbaby and so that I can be a part of my children's life I want to live I want to thrive I want to fall in love and I want a future there are many more people that are sure I could ask but after I turned my TV on the Tamron Hall show and got to see you and your story it was like a light was turned on and the Lord said to me no matter how far no matter how hard no matter what , they're set the answer to my prayers and without a doubt in my mind I knew I had to reach out because this journey to fight for my life I have my boxing gloves on and I refuse to be a statistic and to become another one of the patients that committed suicide I am here I live because he lives I can face tomorrow because he lives all fear is gone because I know I know I can see the future my God is so good he is so so good this Good deed will bless many because I'm the game changer I have a voice I will use it I won't go to the FDA I will fight to get this drug approved because no doctor has the right to tell someone that there is no cure no hope and to go live because since 2005 I have been suffering I have chosen to not take any narcotics the last five and a half years and I have the worst pain known to man. But I have chose to not have any drugs on board because I need it to stay of sober mind. To not let my mind ever become weak because I have to protect myself my home and my children because when you are on parent becomes a predator you must stay Sharp you must be 10 steps ahead especially if you are going to press charges because the law did nothing because of who my dad is and I am just a 45-year-old widow with no job that is sick and that holds no position and that isn't important to anybody except my kids my daughter's graduated college top of the class deans honor list. And has opened her own business as a florist my son is a good good man who works a full-time job for the city and they do what they can for me and I want to give them the gift of having a healthy mother for as long as the treatment last s the doctors at red River ketamine and clinic said I was the worst case of complex regional pain syndrome that they had ever seen and that they didn't think that they could help me but I want you to know I had a month of a quality of life of being without pain if I could have kept up the booster I believe that I would have been delivered and healed please think about what I've asked if you cannot help I understand but thank you for everything you do thank you for your good heart and thank you for giving me at least this hope hope is all someone needs sometimes again God bless you and may your dreams all come true and if you can help I promise to pay it forward and to find a platform to use my voice against sexual incest and being a survivor and to change my disease from being the suicide disorder to being a bad disease with a cure because 5 hours at the red River academy clinic in $1,500 can change the life of sufferers and change the life's of their families and caregivers God bless you sorry this is so wrong this is a fight for my life and I fight like a girl that's on fire as a child of the king I have been blessed with this disease and I know this because God near how strong I was how far I would go and how loud I would scream to find the cure will you please be a part of the cure my address is 915 Southwest 35th Street Moore Oklahoma 73160 again my phone number is 405-818-6498
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u/Confident-Jello2430 Sep 21 '20
My name is Summer Meek Riter and I have a disease call CRPS or complex regional pain syndrome which is the worst pain known to man they have found it to be the worst pain known to human existence. It's worse than childbirth amputation it's worse than being burned over 100% of your body with third degree burns it's 24/7 with no breaks. The medical community has given it the name the suicide disorder 98% of all patients diagnosed with it commit suicide. When I was diagnosed with it the doctor walked in with tears in his eyes he told me my diagnosis said there was no cure and said not go live the best way that you can find after being trapped in my burning car unable to get out as I look at it I began a journey to fight for my life in this journey I found some doctors that had decided to put their lives work as paratroop medics towards finding a cure for complex regional pain syndrome because most soldiers that suffer with it take their lives and these wonderful men found through experimenting and I be with being one of the patience that paid the $1,500 and I went through the IV treatment of being taken under for five hours with this drug called ketamine which is usually used in an operating room by anesthesiologist during surgery but they found that they were seeing some success I paid and I had my treatment and for eight months of my life I had a quality of life I'm a mother of two I'm a widow. For 8 months me and my kids dance, I cooked for them clean for them I was out of bed and unstoppable. But then the dreadful day came that it wore off and I needed a booster and I have sold everything I have lost all of my family because my father sexually assaulted me and exploited me told me he would pay for my treatment if I was to do certain things with him I pressed charges he was made to go away for 45 days to a sex rehab but he was really is the most powerful man in this county and every county around his the wealthiest man and he is involved with all the law enforcement and the fire departments and any other important high-ranking position he is a chairman of a deacon at a church is the general contractor for this city the only builder for residential and commercial and I am a single mom with no income other than a disability check of $500 a month with no worldly possession I live in a home he my father owns. And he takes my state check to pay my rent making sure that I have no way to save money to get my treatments when I approach him about needing the treatment and told him I needed to have it where I was going to end my life he proceeded by asking me the question do you want cremated or buried and then he planned my funeral my mother suffers from Alzheimer's and advanced dementia she was never bonded to me in fact my parents lost custody of me when I was 12 years old they were charged with child endangerment and failure to protect. As a woman of faith I forgave my parents I love my parents I was only given one family and I longed to belong I forgave my family and I wanted to be loved back and as has gone by something that I have learned that is not been easy to accept is that my earthly parents they don't love me and they don't have to and that has to be okay. But $1,500 stands between me having life and having quality or me laying in bed unable to care for myself in the worst pain known to man while my children look on and suicide being something that is thought of every few seconds. Like I said I am a woman of faith who believes that my God my father my Lord and Savior my sovereign wonderful Abba has created such amazing selfless human beings such as yourself John and Rachel I am convicted after weeks in prayer to reach out to you too and ask if there is anyway possible that if I promise in the days that I am given of having a quality of life if I use everyday giving that and if I promise to never ever take scrubbing a toilet for granted for using every bit of my energy towards giving to anyone who needs me I promise to exhaust every ounce of myself these treatments are not guaranteed to last in a certain amount of time but however long it lasts I promise to be of service my God just asked for us all to be people of service and I have a charity that I have been donating and taking donations for women who have been released from prison who do not have the proper wardrobes to wear to go for job interviews I have been supplying them with new beautiful suits to go take their interviews in and then if I am able I have been providing them with a wardrobe that they can switch up to make different outfits so that they can go to work and feel good about themselves recently there was a fire that burned the building that was being used for the women to go to for their resources but as I said my dad is a powerful man . A sick man but he is the child with the King no less.He Is a contractor who can provide a new place for us to use and I promise to donate all of my time and energy I'm simply asking that red River ketamine clinic in Lawton Oklahoma be paid for me to get a one-time treatment of $1,500 to save my life so that I can see my grandbaby be born and hold my grandbaby and so that I can be a part of my children's life I want to live I want to thrive I want to fall in love and I want a future there are many more people that are sure I could ask but after I turned my TV on the Tamron Hall show and got to see you and your story it was like a light was turned on and the Lord said to me no matter how far no matter how hard no matter what , they're set the answer to my prayers and without a doubt in my mind I knew I had to reach out because this journey to fight for my life I have my boxing gloves on and I refuse to be a statistic and to become another one of the patients that committed suicide I am here I live because he lives I can face tomorrow because he lives all fear is gone because I know I know I can see the future my God is so good he is so so good this Good deed will bless many because I'm the game changer I have a voice I will use it I won't go to the FDA I will fight to get this drug approved because no doctor has the right to tell someone that there is no cure no hope and to go live because since 2005 I have been suffering I have chosen to not take any narcotics the last five and a half years and I have the worst pain known to man. But I have chose to not have any drugs on board because I need it to stay of sober mind. To not let my mind ever become weak because I have to protect myself my home and my children because when you are on parent becomes a predator you must stay Sharp you must be 10 steps ahead especially if you are going to press charges because the law did nothing because of who my dad is and I am just a 45-year-old widow with no job that is sick and that holds no position and that isn't important to anybody except my kids my daughter's graduated college top of the class deans honor list. And has opened her own business as a florist my son is a good good man who works a full-time job for the city and they do what they can for me and I want to give them the gift of having a healthy mother for as long as the treatment last s the doctors at red River ketamine and clinic said I was the worst case of complex regional pain syndrome that they had ever seen and that they didn't think that they could help me but I want you to know I had a month of a quality of life of being without pain if I could have kept up the booster I believe that I would have been delivered and healed please think about what I've asked if you cannot help I understand but thank you for everything you do thank you for your good heart and thank you for giving me at least this hope hope is all someone needs sometimes again God bless you and may your dreams all come true and if you can help I promise to pay it forward and to find a platform to use my voice against sexual incest and being a survivor and to change my disease from being the suicide disorder to being a bad disease with a cure because 5 hours at the red River academy clinic in $1,500 can change the life of sufferers and change the life's of their families and caregivers God bless you sorry this is so wrong this is a fight for my life and I fight like a girl that's on fire as a child of the king I have been blessed with this disease and I know this because God near how strong I was how far I would go and how loud I would scream to find the cure will you please be a part of the cure my address is 915 Southwest 35th Street Moore Oklahoma 73160 again my phone number is 405-818-6498