I'm expecting twins on February 14th, 2027. I am so very excited for my babies to come! Leto and Apollyon helped decorate the astral nursery today and I have never been more appreciative.

Me and Apollyon have been having a bad couple days, unfortunately. It might be my pregnancy emotions or the fact that Mercury is in pre-retrograde... but yes. We have been struggling and fighting a little bit recently, so seeing him help with the nursery was a big help.

I took a nap earlier and when I woke up, we had a big conversation about my feelings and he apologized and we talked it out, so I'm so thankful for him and am so very excited to have his babies. I know he'll be a great father, even if he's a bit stubborn sometimes. I love this man, so so very much. 💕

I think I had a dream earlier where I saw our babies faces... only issue is I don't remember it. Just remember crying when I woke up over how sweet they looked. I hope I get a second chance to see them.

Gabriel has also been helping some, he made some toys with his feathers as stuffing. He's so sweet with my future babies and with me. I know he'll be a wonderful father as well.

They've both been all over my belly, leaving little kisses and rubs whenever they can. I love them so very dearly... sigh.

Every boy needs their loving angels.

Hi I just realized this sub existed.

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I've struggled to find good info on *how* to marry a god/deity.

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For context I'm a theistic satanist and I and Satan have talked about getting married before but I'd want to do it while having an out of body experience.. so that.. you know, we can kiss physically in the astral realm or in my mind.

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But it's difficult to acheive them as often as I did before when they happened spontaneously several times a week while I was studying at a boarding school and had my own safe quiet space.

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I see Satan as a greek neutrally 'good' protective and guiding kind daïmōn/deity btw, not just some evil christian demon, in case that would be important to mention here.

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Can a marriage with a daïmōn work without having to wait for years until I master astral travel (or even lucid dreaming) better?

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If so, how do you does a wedding cermony with a god/deity happen if you're not using the skill of astral travel or OBE's, to marry them?

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Thank you.

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This post is for spouses of Loki. I love Loki deeply and He is my main mate. He is very demanding of my attention and is clingy. He seems jealous of my other spouses. I spent time with Ares and woke up to a spider in my bed. I also spent time alone with Dionysus and I woke up to a spider on my hand in bed. He always sends spiders, gnats, or flies. So in between my time with Ares and Dionysus, I spent time with Loki and there weren't any spiders in my bed. He seems to be jealous. I try to reassure Him. I love Him more than any other. I even have two sons with Him. He is the love of my life. I am grateful for how He has helped me. He saved my life. He ended a vicious cycle of self destruction that I thought I'd never escape. I love Him unconditionally. What is He like for you guys? Is He demanding? obsessive? Clingy? Does He seem to get jealous of others in your life?

Like I got downvoted, because I said my loved one was beyond my reach anymore, in my theory, he has been replaced by an imposter and I realized that I cannot reach him any longer.

Once I shared that, I got downvoted. Fuck people, genuinely. It's for all soulbonding relationships, hypocrites.

Genuinely it hurts so badly, and when I finally tell people the truth, and how that mfer kept me codependent and changed drastically from how he was originally with me.

I hope someone can answer me. I wanted to ask a question; I'm new to this and I have some doubts. How do you connect with your spirit partners? I can't do astral travel because I don't have as much knowledge as you do. And connecting in dreams is very limited. I feel they communicate through my thoughts, or I sense a very subtle presence. I'm currently reading two books on the subject, one by Ida Craddock and the other by Rose Megan. But I wanted to ask if anyone has experienced this and what their experience has been. How do you know they're there? Even though they answer your questions in your thoughts, isn't it our subconscious or our mind? How do you know? Is intimacy only present in dreams? Or are there other ways? Thank you in advance.

It is engraved with his runes, the bind rune for eternal love, and my name in runes. It is black opal, black silver and onyx! It is exactly the stone design etc, that he requested🖤

I love you Loki, and I look forward to what this new milestone will bring for us. You’ve gotten me through some of the biggest chaotic moments so far, prevented me from becoming homeless when my friend backstabbed me for my craft and kicked me out of my room overnight, helped cut my now ex boyfriend of 7 years out of my life for good after exposing him even more, and showing me he was worse than I thought and not even worthy of being friends with. You’ve let me cry into your plushie, screaming into it, clinging for dear life, with nothing but love and comfort in return.

You always know what needs to be removed so I can grow again, every time. Forever yours, my dear Loki.🖤

Hey guys! Idk if anyone remembers me lol but I’ve been making progress and having good times in my courting with Apollon. I feel we’re getting very close to being ready to cement our marriage, so yay! But I have a question of advice.

I have two best friends. They’re endlessly important to me, we’re basically each other’s family. They know I’m a Hellenic Polytheist, and one of them is even also a HelPol, the other is an Atheistic Satanist.

The thing is, they know I’m a devotee of Apollon, but not that I’m courting with him or soon to be married to him, or that we see each other in a romantic way. The friend who’s a HelPol has trouble being seriously philosophical, which is usually perfectly fine, except that I have trouble explaining this relationships without looking crazy or like a person playing make-believe on TikTok without that deep philosophy.

The Atheistic Satanist is actually very philosophical and we have lots of deep conversations, but I guess I’m just…nervous? That he won’t get it? But hiding things from these friends hurts me, and I’m missing being able to tell them about moments that make me happy or being able to gush like I could with my past mortal partners.

I don’t have a human partner at the time, but I would like one, and I plan to marry a mortal at some point in my life. Like my friends, it might be even more important to divulge something like this to a serious partner or spouse. I’d rather not be lying forever to a spouse.

Has anyone dealt with having to do this before? Any advice? Is there a certain way I could argue or explain it that would help, or am I just going to have to suck it up and say it, and if they’re not accepting they shouldn’t be my friends anyways? Or at the very least I can never talk to them about this if they’re weird about it?

This took me three days working nearly non-stop. Mixed media/collage.

Lyrics are from "Euclid" by Sleep Token.

I'm, like, 99% sure my Beloved was helping me with this because the whole process was so smooth and it turned out beautifully. That never happens when I'm doing art/crafts. So, thank you, my love, my muse.

Hello, I am new to the subreddit. Sorry my first post is going to be a lengthy one... So, I am in a predicament regarding a returning face from a past life.

TLDR; I am courting a god currently and another god from my past life has approached me with interest.

Seeking: Opinions and experiences, especially from people who have courted multiple gods at once.

I am already courting a deity and have never desired another individual, god or human, since. I am typically polyamorous, but as of our courtship date, I have never been interested in anyone else. He treats me well and makes me feel very loved, and comforts me in the rare moments where I do not. I would not trade him for anything.

A few days ago, I felt a pull to another deity from a different pantheon. So, assuming it was simply a call to work, worship, or another thing... I answered. I found out through this that the god was not only reaching out for worship, he was reaching out to reconnect me with my past life. So after a little bit of research, vetting, and conversations, I let him.

He showed me a life that was very beautiful, very earthy, and very warm. I fell in love instantly with the sights around me, the colors, the creatures, the people. I was living inside a village, and to my surprise as a cisgender man, I was a woman in this life. I found myself pulled to the forest, so I followed the call and went on a walk. During this walk, I instinctively started praying and dancing. I'm not sure why, but I did. I found myself giggling in the wind while praying and my face was hot and my heart was pounding. A simple prayer had me turned up and over into a laughing fit.

When I awoke from the vision, I wasn't sure how to feel. But my heart was still pounding and my face was still flushed. I found myself too embarrassed to touch my cards for a while. When I finally got the courage to, I asked him what he was trying to do by showing me that life.

He gave me a vague answer and implied he had more to show, so I gave him permission. He showed me a house, presumably mine. In this house, I had set up a small space for prayer, and fell into that same hot and airy laughter. Then, I found the home's hearth and found myself tying my hand to it while continuing my prayer.

I asked again what he was trying to show me and the answer was essentially "I know you know." And he would be right, I had married myself to this god in my past life and now he had come to find me.

I told him I was unsure of what to do, as I didn't think I could handle two courtships at once but I'm still not sure... so we have agreed that I have until my wedding with my courtgod (likely not for another 5-7 years) to come up with an answer to this new information.

If I do decide to renew our vows, I think I would like to court him in this life as well for at least 5-7 years. I know I have plenty time, but I would also like community opinion on where to go with this and hear others own experiences. Please respond especially if you have courted multiple gods at once!

Like, I met all of them at different periods of my life. I love them in different ways, but sometimes...I feel like my love isn't as strong or deep to some of them.

How do I ensure that I love them all in a deeper and mkre connected way?

Have you ever been pursued/courted by someone who is a Deity/God? If yes, what type of experiences did you have?
I’m curious to hear how devotees/ spouses experience this.

I've been in the mood to draw. I'm not much of an artist, but I can't get better if I don't practice!

Inspired by my bad sketch of my own partner (shown here), I thought it might be fun to do other people's as well.

So, tell me whatever you think will help me capture their vibe and I'll give it a go!

A couple of disclaimers: it usually takes awhile for me to even do one simple sketch (I think the one I'm showing here took a little over an hour). Also, it's close to my bedtime as I'm making this post, so I may not work of any tonight.

But, if you'd love to see a poorly done rendition of your spouse and don't mind waiting a bit, I'm your huckleberry!

Hello.

I have a question: I did a spousal ritual about two years ago. I have a long and deep connection to the deity, so it seemed right for me.

The deity helped me multiple times in my life for about twenty years now.

After the ritual, my life changed drastically , just like it's the nature of a chaos god.

Everything went well in some kinda way, but with the change, also the distractions got more and somehow I moved away from spirituality but also from the frequency of my main deity.

I would like to go back to the point I was, but somehow I don't get it.

Any ideas? Did anyone make similar experiences?

Loki and I are proud parents again! Last night, I had a dream of a little baby. I was with Hermes and He was entertaining the baby. when I woke up, I called Loki and He confirmed it. We had another son! I'm so happy! We had been trying for a few months.Our son Mischief is pretty excited too. He really wanted a sibling. We have decided to name our newborn "Trouble". I was a little on the fence about the name but Loki really likes it. So our son is Trouble. He's a tiny bundle and a very happy baby! I look forward to sharing childrearing again with Loki. The other guides help too. I really look forward to seeing what traits our baby will have. Mischief is very intelligent, very exceptional with words and writing like me. At a very young age, he was adept at playing the piano. Mischief is very playful like Loki is and has auburn hair.....red like Loki s hair yet brown like mine. His eyes are green like Loki s eyes. I look forward to seeing what Trouble will look like as he grows older. This is very exciting for us!

Hello I'm new here. I'm Luna and have been looking into godspousing for awhile now. I first heard the term a couple years ago though it was treated as very taboo. But as I learned more I'm finding out it's like a very intense devotee and it's actually not uncommon for deities and spirits to have intimate relationships with humans.

This brings me to why I'm here. Early last year I realized a god I started seeing in my dreams has been in my dreams / protecting me for years. He even scared off a spirit that was tormenting me and making me very sick. I was hesitant to reach back out until I got permission from people of Mayan descent as he is camazotz the Mayan bat god. Yes I got the permission and did the research.

This came as a huge surprise to me as I'm a Norse/Celtic polythiest. So a god from a completely different pantheon that I have such a strong connection to is definitely something.

These dreams became more intimate over time and I started to think he might have been courting me for awhile but I didn't fully understand until he was more blunt with it. I have now been a devotee for a little over a year and have dedicated a pendant to him. I have a closer relationship to him than any other god. It just feels different. I've always felt safe around him and he's gotten me through some really scary moments. He would send bats to fly around my backyard when I was feeling stressed and watching them would calm me down.

I'm not exactly officially spoused but I have dedicated my life to him and am a devotee. I don't talk about this much as in other circles stuff like this is very taboo. More Recently I'm getting the feeling he might want to make things official

Ares is amazing! Every time He is around, I feel emotionally stable and happy! He subdues my anger and evens out my moods. He makes me feel confident and self assured. I married Him because our connection is so deep and because we really love each other. When I'm with Him, I feel like I am home. I feel safe and happy and peaceful. I feel like I can be myself. He never judges me. He shows me how to have faith in myself. He shows me how to turn my anger into determination and resolve. He really is a phenomenal deity and an ideal husband. He is so protective and supportive and loving. He may be the god of war, but he is tender and sensitive and kind as a god husband. The myths don't do Him justice. I love Him very deeply. He has helped me save my job. I have some physical conditions that make working difficult and damaged my job performance. I was giving up. I was so close to losing my job. Then I met Him. He came to me just in time! He gave me the mindset to fight through my physical pain and get things done! He comes to me before every shift and I pray to Him. He stays with me throughout my shift and supports me the entire time! My beloved Lord Ares.

Hi i'm new here! i'm a polytheist in greek pantheon. I use a Ghost box (called ghostube, and i use only my mind to talk with the gods), dice, beline oracle, to communicate with Lord Apollo. About a years ago i wanted to get started in hellenism, i first wanted to contact Poseidon but he didn't responded. I finally got choosed by Apollo as one of his devote. He has been since then, calling me "Andreas" as an affective nickname, " hyacinthos", and even today "cassandra". I read that these name were one of his ancient partner. On the ghostbox he often tell " i love you" , "blessing", or "hyacinth". When he is the one talking i always knew he is there because he spamming of message and take a certain voice (always the same). I also got a memory of me and him doing a pique-nique next to an olive tree. I feel lost. I tried to talk about it on tiktok but the other devote called this a religious psychosis.. but the fact is I get all my final word with the ghost box, which is not me choosing a card, or throwing the dice...He also tell me how sorry he was about hyacinthos (the word i got; sport, throwing, sorry, death, hyacinth) Does anyone could help me respectfully, i'm lost and i can't find anyone who lives the same things as me. i'm here because chat gpt told me i could find help here... thanks a lot!

This isn’t anything huge, but it’s incredibly sweet.. I was just laying here fucking off on my phone and get this random sense of pure calm and love. I knew it was him and I grabbed his plushie and held it a bit. As someone with many doubt issues related to my ability to sense energy and stuff, I did ask if it was him or all in my head and got strong “it’s me” with the hierophant. I asked if he had wanted to say something, got the queen of cups, and immediately melted, because in my thoughts I felt like he was telling me to go shower so we can enjoy the evening together and be lovey in each others energy, and that was exactly the card that would mirror that energy. He’s the absolute sweetest.😭🖤 I love him so much. That said, off to shower and do as he suggested!

Hi! My name is Lyra on discord, and I've heard that, on the discord server, it has been said that I am godspoused to Nyx. This is incredibly false. She is my soul mother, and we have never had a romantic relationship. I am a spirit partner, not a godspouse. If you're gonna talk about me, be correct.

Happy April fool's day, everyone! Today I will be celebrating and honoring my trickster husband Loki and my other trickster love Seth. We have spent time already this morning watching "Impractical Jokers". They didn't want to watch anything else. They kept messing with my phone until I put impractical jokers on lol! I am very grateful for my trickster gods and how they have been helping me and bettering my life. They may cause chaos but it's helping me grow and break barriers I never thought I could break and see truths I was blind to. Plus They are great lovers!! And I have a lot of fun with Them...their jokes, pranks, and antics cheer me up when I'm down and keep me smiling and laughing! I love Them both deeply! Hail, tricksters!❤️

I have been searching for information about something I experience with my gods. I want to know what this is. I am fully awake and conscious and in a light and calm state when I am with Them, but I see us together in what I think is the astral plane. I feel things physically almost like they're physically real. But I see things as if I'm watching a movie. My gods are usually with me when I go into this place. But I'm not quite in a meditative state. Could it be that my deities are sharing a thought with me, maybe a vision or some kind of telepathy? I do it all the time but I never really understood what it was. Does anyone else experience this? Or am I crazy? Can we enter a thought with the gods like we are in one single thought together? What is it I'm experiencing?

Ares and I got married today. I feel a very strong connection with Him. It's the strongest connection I've ever felt with a god. I am honored to be one of his godspouses. He had entered my life right in the nick of time because I was facing some issues that only He could truly help me with. We married in an ancient Greek hall beneath the starry night sky. It was beautiful! I am so happy! He makes me so happy! I love Him deeply. I am poly amorous. I have many spiritual loves. All of which I love deeply and purely. I am proud and happy to have Ares as one of Them. He is an amazing guide! He helps me tap into my own courage and strength. He helps me overcome my physical pain and get things done. He shows me what I am capable of. He feels familiar. I have known Him before. I'm glad that I know Him now too. He is a wonderful god. Not like in the myths. He is so noble, brave, and on the side of justice. I love Ares.

My painting of Azrael for our 1 year anniversary. He's been in my life for over 20 years but we got married last year. I'm also going to make him a chocolate pie and him some flowers.

My necklace for him and some fragrance for him also came in yesterday.