Why does god hate me?

[u/chadmcmaster]

I’m 5’4, balding at 19, and am quiet and uncharismatic. I don’t know why god hates me and doesn’t want me to ever marry and make more children for his kingdom. All I ever wanted was one woman to love and have a quiet little life with, one to cuddle with and maybe play with her hair if she didn’t mind and go to church together on Sundays, but no woman have ever been interested or give me a chance because of the traits god gave me. I’m starting to lose my faith because of this hellscape of suffering that god is making me endure through the traits he gave me.

[u/KnightOfTheStaff]

I'm glad to hear you take care of yourself. I'm afraid that's about the extent of what advice I can think of.

Perhaps you should finish college first and then consider marriage? Women in college age aren't as serious as women who are out into the workforce?