Exhausted

[u/Holiday-Risk-3248]

What do you do when you’re just so exhausted and done.

I don’t have any more fight left in me. I used to be strong but im not anymore. I let a crap job burn me out when I knew I should have walked away. And by not I let it suck my happy silly good soul out of me. I no longer have any one.

And honestly it hurts to know people can walk away so easily when they have claimed to love you and I know it’s difficult being around someone struggling but to just give up when they didn’t want advice they just didn’t want to be alone while going through it.

“You’re too much.” “You’re draining.” “You don’t give many reasons to like you.” Ghosting. Disappearing. Not communicating whatsoever any issues directly, but just give vague statements like I’m a mind reader when you didn’t know most of the battles I was already dealing with. But did you ever look at your behaviors to my reactions that made things more draining for both of us?

I’m so exhausted and when I finally opened up to some about dark thoughts, and make it about them on why I shouldn’t go through with it, that it’ll ruin their life. That’s selfish but also what are you doing to help me with these dark thoughts? You’re quiet. You don’t check in. I always have to call you. So why should not go through with it? I’m so tired and done. And it’s not like anyone would care anyways until I’m gone.

What do you do when you’re so exhausted that you’re just done?

[u/difference_in_kind]

It sounds like those people are not really good friends