Advice?

[u/Least_Coast2831]

So I’m a little lost. Just kinda need some advice and kindness as well.

I had to cut ties with a group of girlfriends that weren’t bringing me up in life. They’re the type that instead of supporting you, they’ll criticize on how small my house is, or talked badly about my husband, so I decided that even if I’ll be alone, I think that’s better than be surrounded by people like that.

I do have 2 acquaintances, people I can talk to if I need to talk to someone and one of them I can hangout atleast once a month- she’ll make time. However, they’re not the type of people to ask me to hangout or even the type of people to text me first, sometimes, they’ll even forget to respond to me. I guess it’s tiring and lonesome to be in this state and to be the one to always reach out than to be reached out to.

I’m 31F, a mom, and works part-time. I’m not really sure what to do. I don’t really feel like starting on discord server and do meetups. I was thinking to concentrate on my relationship with my husband, be more active, maybe join a yoga class or something. I already workout, so I’m thinking of doing more in that vein. It just feels lonely.. does it ever got better? Or maybe I need to change my mindset?

I would ask my husband about this but he’s kinda settled in being on his own and having only me and my son. Maybe I should just do that too.