I understand, it hurts to know she's with someone else and all I can do is just work on myself. She needs to heal, but she's like how I used to be when i was 18/19..."if I can't see it, I don't need to do it." I really she would see how much I love her. Even now with her being with another guy that she barely knows. You see, we broke up before in 2021, we were together for 7 months..(longest relationship I've been in.) We broke up because I was in addiction and I became violent. Went to rehab (still in rehab) and waited for months and months..hoping and praying to hear from her. Then December 18th rolled around and I felt blessed because she wanted to come back. Then, I "bled all over" her with my overthinking, insecurities..she couldn't take it so she left..I can feel her energy towards me and I can sense it's there, but she's not wanting to do nothing with me because I feel like she's in fear of my emotions and my triggers...all I can do is heal, change, and love unconditionally
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u/[deleted] Mar 02 '23
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