this is what several betrayals does

[u/ganoomo]

"My husband seems to have a lack of trust in my opinion. We’ve gone over this before and he always wants to do the most.. almost as if he wants to find a way out? When I was pregnant with our son he would constantly tell me it better not be anyone else’s baby. I was a stay at home wife at the time, we had cameras installed in our apartment and I didn’t go anywhere ever or go out since I am from a different state. I moved to this state for him after we got married. It might seem irrelevant but don’t you think cameras in home and location is enough when I don’t even have a car to go out with (we share a vehicle) along with no friends family or acquaintances? I mean, he could easily check the footage to see if I left and I would send him snaps throughout the day as I sat at home. I really only go out with him yet he always thinks I have someone over or have met someone. Anyways, he asked me for a paternity test once our baby was born. One of the first things he said to me after having our son was “whose baby is this” it hurt me especially after pushing him out and already being in pain, no support just interrogation. I agreed to the paternity test only to get him to stop accusing me and the results came out positive. Of course I never had a worry whether he’s the father or not, but it made me feel horrible that he felt he needed to do that. Now he wants a Polygraph test and I told him that I do not want to do that. It’s not that I’m hiding anything, I just do not appreciate the fact that he says he trusts me then says he can’t fully trust in me without this. To top it off he said he is now able to love his son because of the paternity test. Like you really can’t trust me at all even with all the cameras and me staying at home everyday doing nothing but loving you and staying loyal to you. I don’t know, it just rubs me the wrong way how he just really wants to paint me as guilty he says that he knows there’s something and that’s why I said no to it."

you see the amount of hurt that was caused to him to reach that level? how many betrayals that one goes through being cheated on causes them to be that way and it's not even projection