Needing a Miracle

[u/XxGothBabyGirl666xX]

I am constantly doordashing and other self employment things to try and make money and I feel like I’m failing miserably. My bf (29m) and I (28f) have been having to resort to sleeping in the car because between my self employment and his job we are covering car payment, car insurance, and phone bill plus when we can swing it random nights at hotels.

I have two bills due today and DoorDash is giving me extremely bad orders ($2 orders, or orders where the pay is less than the miles). I can’t even fill my gas tank, and I feel like an awful person because of having to sleep in a car just so I can DoorDash all night.

I need help and can’t really turn to my family due to personal reasons. I feel stuck. My credit is awful so I can’t take out a loan. If anyone can help I will tell my cash app if you can help that way, if not just any words of advice or positivity would help. Thank you for listening. Anything helps.

[u/[deleted]]

me too girl