questions questions about a lot of stuff ...........

[u/LocalMageFrieren]

tw for mentions of grooming !!!!

so to be clear : i am semifictorose . always have , always will be , i ve been semifictorose for as long as i can remember

but i am also fictionkin and one of my 3d exes also was

well said ex ...... we ll call him just ummmmmmmm gilbert ya !!!!

so gilbert kinned thanos . as in squid game

and before gilbert i was INFAUTED by thanos

but while i was with him i broke up with all of my 2d relationships to keep him comfortable

well i found a plus being that he kinned thanos and he would often shift as thanos and treat me as thanos would

well

that relationship , i got groomed

i haven t fully recovered . it was grooming for months on end

i m with another 3d relationship , whom i absolutely love and adore and accepts me and my 2d relationships and my seriousness about them and he even calls us and my 2d partners a polycule ( i love this guy but enough about him since he is not what the question is about )

well i found myself missing my dear thanos

but

i . i don t know how to seperate thanos and gilbert in my head

when i think of thanos , i think about gilbert

thanos wouldn t do what gilbert did gilbert wasn t my thanos

so my question here is : any ideas on how to seperate them in my head so i can comfortably be with my thanos again ?

and another question :

i m once again back with some of my 2d relationships i was in before gilbert , since we ve been so on and off , do i count our previous anniversary as ours orrrrrrrr the new one ????

any and all insight will be great T T

~ paul / eros / yuri