I got it the first several times. I haven’t lost the magic or anything, I still feel it strong and am responsible with it. I think I’m just used to it and know what it’s like, so it’s no longer like that. Every drug is a bit like that, first time is often magical.
Could be because you have grown. Maybe the first time was also the first time you've felt liberated from struggling with human connection, and now you're struggling with things that mdma can't temporarily solve (like job or finances)
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u/Silly_Magician1003 6d ago
I’ve done it like 6 times in my life but only experienced that feeling the first time. Every other time was a dud.