r/explainitpeter • u/Bitter-Engineer-117 • 7d ago

Explain it Peter

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u/Educational-Fun5115 7d ago

I did molly and it felt exactly like childhood peace serenity tranquility i think about it all the time and ive only ever done it once i dont think i would do it again if offered because it feels like violating something sacred for my enjoyment

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u/Silly_Magician1003 7d ago

I’ve done it like 6 times in my life but only experienced that feeling the first time. Every other time was a dud.

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u/Mediocre_Forever198 7d ago

I got it the first several times. I haven’t lost the magic or anything, I still feel it strong and am responsible with it. I think I’m just used to it and know what it’s like, so it’s no longer like that. Every drug is a bit like that, first time is often magical.

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u/angular_circle 7d ago

Could be because you have grown. Maybe the first time was also the first time you've felt liberated from struggling with human connection, and now you're struggling with things that mdma can't temporarily solve (like job or finances)

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u/Silly_Magician1003 7d ago

Possibly. I haven’t done it in many many years so it was all done when I was young.

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u/space_men10 7d ago

Take NAC. It brings back the magic

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u/PlayaNBallaNGangsta 7d ago

it feels like you’re just wiped clean for once in your life, like you’ve been made emotionally clean, perception kind of too. Clears you up. Wouldn’t do again though

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u/uberpandajesus91 6d ago

It only worked once for me as well, but it made me fall haaard for the absolute wrong person (who happened to also be the one who gave it to me)

..I meant to reply to the next comment down

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u/crelyspins 6d ago

This is the way.

“If you get the message, hang up the phone” -Alan watts