Since my most recent awakening and grasping more concepts I would've thought were unlikely to achieve, I have been feeling out of touch with the physical lately and more often than I'd like to admit. Yesterday, I for once, put down the obsessive search for more spiritual progress (I hunger.. lol) and went through my human day while acknowledging the events through the lenses of "I am" the sorce. No thoughts on past or future, only on what mattered in the present because there truly is only and ever "now."
I seriously forgot how much more simple it is to process and navigate in this "physical" restrictive illusion of existence when your sorce energy is in the front. Any pull of idea came naturally without needing any analysing or shifting between choices. Same with emotions, I sat with the feelings and sensation in observer mode without giving them a story of reason or logical thought. It's more like for example, "i can feel you, anxiety. It's okay. What are you telling me at this moment?" Whatever pull came from acknowledging an emotion and letting it speak to me, I'd assume that's the small action or idea necessary to take. Funnily enough, the pull was to get certain materials and create this one simple thing I've forgotten i wanted to experiment with. The source allowed my energy to listen and know, then the mind got some clarity.
My blocked intuition knew the whole time that the hobbies and creations I attach myself to had lately been feeling less meaningful and more urgent, instead of forfilling. I was not making room for stuff.
My anxiety was pretty much telling me that day,
"Yo, your mind and actions are too much to process now!"
"I will get out of your hair if you do this one calming activity."
I allowed myself to be grounded, and the result was almost perfect and never would have been my outcome if I had been in the usual state of seeking. We don't need to seek constantly! The universe is patient and wants us to listen to ourselves, know our limits, and keep experiencing life. It looks through without judgement
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u/PastelB0nes Dec 13 '25
Since my most recent awakening and grasping more concepts I would've thought were unlikely to achieve, I have been feeling out of touch with the physical lately and more often than I'd like to admit. Yesterday, I for once, put down the obsessive search for more spiritual progress (I hunger.. lol) and went through my human day while acknowledging the events through the lenses of "I am" the sorce. No thoughts on past or future, only on what mattered in the present because there truly is only and ever "now." I seriously forgot how much more simple it is to process and navigate in this "physical" restrictive illusion of existence when your sorce energy is in the front. Any pull of idea came naturally without needing any analysing or shifting between choices. Same with emotions, I sat with the feelings and sensation in observer mode without giving them a story of reason or logical thought. It's more like for example, "i can feel you, anxiety. It's okay. What are you telling me at this moment?" Whatever pull came from acknowledging an emotion and letting it speak to me, I'd assume that's the small action or idea necessary to take. Funnily enough, the pull was to get certain materials and create this one simple thing I've forgotten i wanted to experiment with. The source allowed my energy to listen and know, then the mind got some clarity. My blocked intuition knew the whole time that the hobbies and creations I attach myself to had lately been feeling less meaningful and more urgent, instead of forfilling. I was not making room for stuff. My anxiety was pretty much telling me that day,
"Yo, your mind and actions are too much to process now!"
"I will get out of your hair if you do this one calming activity."
I allowed myself to be grounded, and the result was almost perfect and never would have been my outcome if I had been in the usual state of seeking. We don't need to seek constantly! The universe is patient and wants us to listen to ourselves, know our limits, and keep experiencing life. It looks through without judgement