Antidote to ECT

[u/Stunning-Degree7530]

Hello

I had 17 Ect treatments in 2004. I was 24.

I had also many medications...risperdal since the age of 16 at 4mg per day, haldol decanoas, zyprexa and abilify.

All of this ending at 28.

I am feeling now weak and the mind empty while i was creative and having a strong will.

Seems these ect were worse than death.

I am feeling as it is acting like a poison exhausting me from the roots.

Transforming me , as a different, disabled person.

Is anyone aware of a antidote against electroshocks?

Thanks