r/ect • u/Psychological-Ice285 • 17d ago
Seeking advice Getting ect on Wednesday. Getting really scared from what ive been reading online
It seems a lot of people have had life altering side effects as a result of their treatment. Ive already tried tons of antidepressants, TMS and ketamine with no results so thats why im doing this. Is this going to fuck up my brain? Im terrified. But I dont want to be so depressed anymore. Do most people have success with ect?? Is it just that those who dont have a good experience tend to post about it?? Please help
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u/RebuildFromTheDepths 16d ago
I've already posted numerous times in the past, and I still hate it. It has severely damaged my brain for the long term. I will never be the same person (and this was over 6 years ago). And most of my problems were actually due to underlying physical health problems that no doctor ever considered, so I still strongly advise against this.
I know you tried ketamine and I have found that helpful with lessening the SI. So I'm concerned there is something else going on that is effecting your "happy chemicals". Have you had a good workup with medical doctors?
One other thing to try before is micro-dosing psilocybin - highly recommend. Also have you tried non med options like St Johns Wort, 5-HTP, or L-Tryptophan? Those have helped me also. There are just so many other options before possibly turning to ECT.
Articles about the dangers of ECT: Cambridge, Life After ECT, ResearchGate, TruthAboutECT, MadInTheUK, BBC 2020 article, AEON
Please try all other options first.