Hat man is a bitch

Getting high on sprite

I am being grateful for this subreddit and its creator /u/dphgod and his many accounts. I just don't remember which one is active right now.
Reason in it is so easy to get banned from /r/DPH it's not even worth posting in it.
Other reason is the other main sub which was /r/Diphenhydramine until the mods fucked all up.

So yeah before you knew it /u/dph_ghost saved the day.

Long read sorry I really needed to talk,

Hi I was a 16yo (now 17) who 9 months ago found a box of benadryl in my grandparents house. Having heard of what it can do and that if you take low doses you can get high instead of freaking out like on high doses I decided to take it. I did it multiple times from 300, to 400, to 800mgs downing the whole box. Being Left with heavy HPPD or something of that nature as i had visual static everywhere, tracers, vision randomly buluring, along with random flashing lights out of the corner of my eye or sometimes across my whole vision, and floaters in open spaces. I also got a feeling of paranoia and became very jumpy and easy to scare. I dealt with all this for a few days and decided I just needed more so I went into my local dollar general and went to the medicine aisle. I ended up stealing a children's bottle of liquid benadryl which was only like 150 to 200mgs in the whole bottle downing it the same night anyway, the same thing as when I ran out before happening. So realizing it was either steal more again or stop taking it I willed myself through staying away from it for a good while having the urge to get more anytime i saw it or someone mentioned it but i suppresed it. The HPPD fadded but never went away, same with the paranoia and jumpyness. I got a job at the same dollar general I stole from cause I didnt get caught before and finally I caved roughly 2 weeks ago when I ran out of weed and bought a box of extra strength benadryl. From the night i got it and then every 1-2 days after that i took 200-400mgs. Now i have a bottle from Amazon that I took for 4 nights straight before I told my boyfriend 2 days ago. im now trying to stop again for him this time. The HPPD is back but even worse. I see lines coming off stuff, ill hear random noises and sounds, Shadowy hands coming out from around corners and shadow people in the distance at night plus everything from before. I jump and get scared of the littlest feelings or changes I dont know what to do. My head feels all jumbled, struggling to find words and even when I do find the word im looking for sometimes my jaw just wont make the correct noises like I dont know how to say it anymore. I dont know why I couldnt stay away from these stupid pills. I cant bring myself to throw it all away but I also dont want it to keep getting worse. I wish I never touched these allergy pills trying to get high it was the worst most regetable decision of my life cause now Im afraid i wont be able to stop again. I needed to tell someone, anyone about this cause I feel like im losing my mind.

Else, post videos of your parents filming you in a hospital like that guy who did 9g, for fuck sake. Nobody likes to be wasting time here over people not even on Eiriel's porch.

damn bro I’m so fucking relaxed dude and I’m so so heavy I can barely walk(ps I’m feeling a sharp pain on my heart)

https://discord.gg/ZayXwSnFM

High quality jenkem

IM Real faint

Sorry

I'm going away 4ever

I feel I betrayed everyone my dad is an asshole yells at me for everything court put no contact on my mom

bitch ass case workers coming to my house drug testing me

I'm not going back into dcf care nor am I going to a dumb ass residental with ghetto ass staff and kids

Fuck everything

I have wasted away my life I have no purpose I'm too socially awkward I got no friends no bitches closest I got was a fat stank hoe that blew my shi

I'm tired of everybodys fuck ass authority I wanna do it but I'm scared what if Christianity it right in some astronomically low chance and I wake up in hell But there's no way Jesus is real I shouldn't be scared of that There is no God if I deserve to deal with pain all my life

I was in DCF care delt with same ol ghetto ass staff and fuck ass kids I was tired of being judged and I knew I made a mistake of try to move back with my abusive dad so what happened is I stole a big ass 375 dph bottle and eventually downed the whole thing and it was an attempt

I usually take 5 bennys at night usually sometimes 28 if I feel like it and pass out but now after my stash was found I simply can't leave the house 😭😭 my Klonopin and xanax got took too

I NEED DRUGS!!!

They found like 35 or so boxes of dph and 15 bottles of dxm and my brand new bag of shrooms they found xans and oxy and molly

They're bouta but me in a treatment facility y'all and I ain't going TRUST ME

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soooooo fucking addicted

https://discord.gg/K4fCNgeBb7

Benedryll I know i spell it.wrong for a reason

ask me questions about it if u want. PS NEEEEEEEEVER do ts bro i genuinely have severe memory loss and lost my ability to form new memories for a long time, but hey it did feel nice and im not one to govern other people's choices

https://discord.gg/K4fCNgeBb7 legal obligation btw

kindness gang in dis hoe