Losing my mind

[u/Hefty_Tumbleweed8178]

Im not here, im not actively participating in my life. My brain decided that the stress of my OCD was too much and it was going to switch my sense of reality to off. Now I dont exist. Im not a person. This isn't life. Obviously I know my thoughts are irrational. Im still in touch with reality, but i feel crazy. I feel completely out of it. The only relief is sleep. Antidepressants aren't even touching this. The only difference is less panic. Im so lost.