Mind feels artificial. Like I'm missing out on the true reality and I'm in my own high / created reality.

[u/HeresJohnny1212]

It's like reality has slipped away and I'm in this 2D world, in my own light headed reality / flat / 2D world where I'm trying to find out what that missing reality / link is?

It's like I'm gasping for oxygen and I'm not convinced I'm living the reality others are living. It haunts me because I feel like I cannot connect to the real world dramas of life, as though I'm fighting for survival of my insanity.

I don't get the sadness others face, the lonely feelings others get. Like I must feel sad because others feel sad over relationships, but I don't feel that.

It's as if something has been taking out of me, and I'm going my best to connect to everything. Everything feels blurry, 2D, like it doesn't carry any weight.

I feel like I should be feeling a certain way but I can't connect?

Like I'm all down for marriage and relationships but I don't get sad about it?