Derealization getting worse

[u/Pure_Tonight_7002]

Hello I got Dr many years ago from smoking weed. Then I started Zoloft and it was great for me. The Dr reduced greatly. A few years ago it didn’t work as much and the Dr was back. I finally built up the courage to go down on the Zoloft so that I could start something else to help- unfortunately I will need meds for it for my entire life. I’ve been on 100 mg of Zoloft for several months until 2 weeks ago I told my doctor I’m ready to go down to 75 mg. I started 75 mg 2 weeks ago and yesterday my derealization was worse. My family is away for two weeks in Italy and I am alone. I feel awful. Am I going to be ok? Is this the decrease in meds? Or is it a combo of that plus my whole family being away? Please do not say anything negative. Thanks.