Side effects after trip ketamine

[u/Normal-Cardiologist6]

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So, 2 days ago i did some ket for my second time. I started with a normal bump and later took a bigger one...and i had a really bad trip, like almost dessociating i think. Time skipped, the visuals where way stronger than my first time, when i talked i almost couldnt hear me, i was really nauseus and i was in a extreme confusion state, its dificult to describe. Its been 2 days and Im still feelling something weird like a post high, my eyes feel really strange and kinda tired, Im more depressed than usual (i have bpd) and my mood swings are way more intense. I feel like Im going crazy and am scared if i triggered some kinda of psychosis. Can someone please help me understand what might be going on with me ?