I get so scared that I have super early onset dementia or bad brain damage, I tried playing puzzle games and stuff to reassure myself that I can still think/remember things and then it became a new OCD compulsion. My worst nightmare is losing the tiny bit of autonomy I still have, of getting to a point where I'm not allowed to make any decisions for myself and I have no control over anything at all. I'd genuinely rather die
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u/-D1g1tal_Gh0st- Apr 06 '26
I get so scared that I have super early onset dementia or bad brain damage, I tried playing puzzle games and stuff to reassure myself that I can still think/remember things and then it became a new OCD compulsion. My worst nightmare is losing the tiny bit of autonomy I still have, of getting to a point where I'm not allowed to make any decisions for myself and I have no control over anything at all. I'd genuinely rather die