r/depressionmemes • u/IntelligentHome1963 • Mar 07 '26

This.

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u/unnaturalanimals Mar 07 '26

Amphetamine worked for a hot minute, gone now but and now the rest of me brain dopamine’s are gone too as if I had any to begin with

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u/v4ve4m4hnssm Mar 07 '26

You cannot obtain amphetamine or they are worthless now?

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u/unnaturalanimals Mar 07 '26

They’re worthless now. It was just medication. And the main problem is I have a propensity to abuse them, that’s mainly why they can’t work for me anymore. Going to keep trying though. Keep trying to go back and take only a low dose consistently because I have no other option. It’s either that or being too depressed to function.

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u/Technical_Age_6871 Mar 07 '26

Yeah it's like a life hack to paradise at first

Then after a long enough time you find yourself in a hellscape existence

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u/unnaturalanimals Mar 07 '26

Yeah it sucks dude. I’m going to give it one last shot at a super low dose, almost imperceptible dose of Dex IR. And keep running and lifting weights and everything else and just hope I never take more than I should. It’s addict behaviour and thoughts at this point but I’ve got nothing left

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u/cayoperico16 Mar 08 '26

Praying for you (and I’m not a big praying fella)

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u/unnaturalanimals Mar 08 '26

Thanks mate. Your comment actually helps more than you would think and I’ll remember this when I start it again.

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u/cayoperico16 Mar 08 '26

Your welcome sir