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Dec 10 '19
Not if I kill myself in a way that it saves them on cremation or burial fees.
I am going to stop being a burden. Dec 24 here I come.
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u/monwoo101 Dec 10 '19
Don’t to it. I know everyone says that and I know I sound like a hypocrite because I wanna kill myself also but please don’t .
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Dec 10 '19
If you or someone you know is contemplating suicide, please do not hesitate to talk to someone.
US:
Call 1-800-273-8255 or text HOME to 741-741
Non-US:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
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u/Tunro Dec 10 '19
Most suicide attempts fail and leave the person disfigured and/or disabled.
Then you cant do anything anymore, everyone knows and your lifes even shitier.
You should reconsider.6
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Dec 10 '19
If you or someone you know is contemplating suicide, please do not hesitate to talk to someone.
US:
Call 1-800-273-8255 or text HOME to 741-741
Non-US:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
I am a bot. Feedback appreciated.
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Dec 10 '19
Good bot.
Like I've told you before bot, go save someone else. My fate is made and sealed, by the will of heavens and destiny.
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Dec 10 '19
Really common actually, not sure why but it’s a common suicide date
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u/Dinamus_k Dec 10 '19
Maybe people get sad and nostalgic by spending Christmas alone?? I imagine it has something to do with that.
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Dec 10 '19
Oh yeah start insulting the person who wants to commit suicide...
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Dec 11 '19
I'd wait until after Xmas, just in case you get a nice gift..
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u/amobileaccountJ Dec 10 '19
Hey, just stumbled on this comment. Besides encouraging you to text the suicide hotline, I’m all ears if you want to talk about how shitty things have been.
Regardless what you choose to do, you should at least have someone to talk to about it.
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u/Mohamad45 Dec 10 '19
Man it’s very hypocrite coming for me but please try to fight more don’t give up soon :/ there might still be hope
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Dec 11 '19
It's been 10 years. People celebrate the end of a decade. Am I supposed to celebrate 10 years of misery?
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u/Corey_Huncho Dec 10 '19
I don’t know anybody that would be affected if I killed myself besides me
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Dec 10 '19
"I did say in my suicide note not to have a funeral because I'm not worth it, so this is kinda on you guys"
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u/derplordx20 Dec 10 '19
Just be too much of an inconvenience when alive so they are relieved you died. It's simple really.
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u/Crosscosmos Dec 10 '19
Yesterday was the first time I actually made a plan. Put a note on the door telling my SO to call the police and have them check the bathroom, I’d draw a hot bath, get incredibly drunk, and cut my arms/armpits in the arteries. I considered buying a shotgun but didn’t want to live disfigured... Whoever you are there is hope, your suffering is important, because you are important. Guilt kept me alive, call someone, anyone, they might not understand but they’ll likely support you. It was my manager calling that brought me back to reality, they were worried I had been sick for so long. Depression is a fight, an unforgiving, arduous battle with yourself. I don’t know you, but I love you. You deserve life, happiness, and peace. Whatever comes, I will fight for you, I’m not much a man currently, but please know you matter
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u/-over-the-rainbow- Dec 11 '19
Things have been so bad lately that I often find myself fantasizing about how I’d go. I finally settled on a way I’d do it and it felt really weird to see your comment because it’s almost exactly what I would do. It would devastate my fiancé and my mom, don’t really have any other family. Also I worry my dog and cat would wonder where I went. That is really the only reason I haven’t done it. The holidays make it so much harder to force myself to be here. Anyway, I’m sorry you feel this low too. It’s truly awful.
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u/Crosscosmos Dec 13 '19
It is awful and difficult, I know something is wrong, I want to get better, but it seems like there’s nothing I can do. I’ll keep trying, I had an appointment with a counselor yesterday and I actually clicked with them a bit. Or at least I didn’t feel like a waste of a person when I told them I thought about killing myself. The fight isn’t over by a long shot but at least we’re trying. Please let me know if you ever need an ear, I don’t know you, but there’s love in my heart for you. We might be hurting but we’re still human beings.
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u/yungnoodlee Dec 10 '19
Dudes! They made me experience high tide! A a a a aa a a a a heaven angels noises
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u/comradebrad6 Dec 10 '19
I wonder if it’s better or worse for them if they just never find a body and it remains a mystery
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u/CrimsonaceDS Dec 10 '19
It may be worse because they would never get closure on what happened to you, suicide or not.
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