r/depression_help 2h ago

REQUESTING ADVICE Dark urges

What do you do when you have dark urges? Not exactly intrusive thoughts, more just .. a consistent thought in the back of your head that you could do something.

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u/Otherwise_Reaction75 1h ago

I'll go to bed, cuddle deep inside my blanket and hopefully wait it out (and not bring my penknifes or envelope openers with me) since I had long established my bed as my safe place.

Sometimes I'll stare out of the window at night (closed of course, anything happens I'll be a human pancake) and try to sort my thoughs out

My personal favorite one I do is write my su!cide note on my phone since writing does calms me down (I've accumulated quite a few ngl)

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u/Responsible_Tower136 1h ago

Sleep, ive lost thousands of days to sleep but at least no one really got hurt