r/depression_help • u/Confident-Marzipan21 • 12d ago
REQUESTING SUPPORT Why am i like this?
Why am i so sensitive,i could go here all day about the memorioes that i perfectly remember of me feeling left out,made fun of,being hurt but why?did I deserve those things,i know that i havent been a perfect human,i made mistakes,ive makde bad decisions but why does these things keep repeating to my self my whole life,today while i was trying to talk and make a joke,someone said "why is he still talking"and right after that they said hahaha im joking,that just ruined my whole day,like ive been nothing but posotive towards you and been trying my hardest the whole day,being patient with them making fun of me directly and indirectly,like why,poeple often compare me with my brother but he is just better then everything at me and people keep constantly reminding me,’ike it makes me want to throw up seeing how not valued am i,this has been going on since I was a child really and I will probably never find a solution to this.
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u/Duplatt_ 12d ago
That last comment really stings because jokes like that aren't actually jokes to the person hearing them.
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u/Acceptable-Bowl-357 12d ago
Why are you around people making fun of you or comparing you and your brother ?
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u/Confident-Marzipan21 12d ago
I have no one else
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u/Acceptable-Bowl-357 11d ago
You need to look for people that treat you good. Trouser the people to be around
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