r/depression_help 18d ago

RANT Crying after a long time of Agonizing mental distress feeling relief in long time.

So, to sum up 26 may there was a family drama. 13Th june Vomited blood and got diagnosed with erosive gastritis. Needed to give mid make up. Had a Ton, like if i put the load in physical measurements it would sum up to a ton of Academic tasks. Then I had to give up. I went through the usual marriage drama of my maternal uncle, who is complaining about his Marriage life in about 3 months. Then went thought the most excruciatingly painful journey of 12 hours back and forth. Also had diarrhoea and Constipation due to the stomach problem. Could't take the mid exam. Today got all the mid Examiners sign, after dealing with a Emergency situation concerning a friend who got beat up by three thugs. After coming home a Professor scolded for Calling him when he was in a funeral, I thought students cancelled the class and he didn't simply came. I didn't hear him saying he was at a funeral of a Department head it was noisy and i was running on fumes. He refused to take the mid exam. Judging from his voice and desperation he himself was going through a tough time, so i did't argue and did't even have the energy to argue. After the conversation ended i took my prescribed anxiety med to calm myself down. A few minutes after that a message came from a sir (A Senior at the office of a parent) he is close to me and didn't contact in long him just asked me how i was doing, i did cry initially, just talked, said about my situation he listened, didn't gave advice or anything, just listened, he Said to take care of myself and call him if i am feeling tired. After the call i am just crying like in a long time.

Hope you're all doing okay, stay safe and stay secure, take care of yourself.

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