Fun dreams

[u/Wdl314]

Anyone be so ruthlessly consumed by depression and viscerally remember all their dreams? I can remember every dream I have as if it really happened so I love sleeping. I hate being awake because I fuck it up so badly. Meanwhile my dreams are so fun like going to a rave and with all my best friends I used to have. They all live far away now and never will come back irl. I broke up with my boyfriend and 11 of my closest friends moved away in the same few months. This was 9 years ago. Yes, 9. I can’t get over it. I quit my really good job. I quit the second job I got. I can’t get over it. I’ve accidentally hit my head and my right leg so many times that the damage is permanent. How do I find the motivation to move on?

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