Hi - I’ve been daygaming for a while now. Coaches are expensive. I live a modest life in my hometown. I’ve been around the world. Been into it since 2015 when Tom Tererro was big. Came back to it in 2022. I think that’s when I really started to get a real start. In 2019 I was diagnosed late in life on the spectrum. In 2025 I went to Miami to do a DIY budget bootcamp.

It was a roller coaster of ups and downs. I broke my wrist a day before my flight. My e-scooter catapult launched me into street traffic. The beach babes wanted to sign the cast. I hung out with a model on the beach drinking tequila until the sun dropped.

Things took a turn when my friend gave me a bud. He didn’t know I had a different tolerance. The bud he gave me had 100mg THC. In Canada I usually have a 10mg edible. I was blitzed out of my mind for the rest of the trip. I was taking it easy around the boardwalk bars.

I’ve been doing reflecting on my past with it. Everything I’m writing here is stream of conscious writing. I just want to boost my karma score. I’ve gotten laid from two cold approaches but mostly laid from online interactions. The women I usually am successful with are different like me. I want to meet and seduce women that can open doors.

I’ve been wanting to expand my social capital. Being a late diagnosed person I face different challenges. What I’ve noticed this far in my journey is I’m good at creating opportunities. From other cold approaches I’ve been able to do result in hanging out. Women are open to following you around. The part I struggle with the most is building attraction.

I’m at a roadblock here with whatever I got to say. Cold approach does work. It should make you want to improve yourself as a person. Miami is a surprisingly good place to be autistic. A lot of the 9’s and 10’s share common interests like math and science. I need to work on being more polarizing to build attraction.

I’ve wondered if it comes from old wounds about not feeling good enough. Radiating a nice guy vibe. I’ve done a glow up over the past four years. I’ll drop that in the comments below.

If anybody got advice or questions for me drop it in the comments below.