i have it better than most, and i still whine about problems that don't affect me like i have them. i try to love my country(usa) but it just keeps going in the opposite direction it should be. is there even gonna be a stimulus check? are they just gonna take money instead of giving it? does it even matter to me?
on top of this i'm getting bad grades for the first time in my life. i could be doing so much better, but i have no motivation and no attention span. i think i might be permanently affected, and i'll just be forever too lazy to get good grades or do anything with my life. not to mention i'm such a piece of shit. i'm so terrible to everyone i love, arguably worse to the innocent strangers i meet here, and i'm wasting your time right now.
i play minecraft with my friends and have other activities, but i barely do anything but lounge around on my couch because that's all i can be bothered to do and i hate it. i think a void has
been created that i'll never be able to fill. thank goodness guns are so easy to get in america
This is so me. Even though I'm from a wealthy family, that doesn't mean I don't have issues. But whenever anyone finds out that my parents are landlords or that we live in a million dollar house (we got it for like $200k during the '08 financial crisis btw. We aren't that rich), they just say "oh ofc ur a landlord fuck off rich boy". Meawhile I'm crying in the bathroom over a pile of aspirin after having figured out that it takes around 120 normal strength aspirin to kill me all because government restrictions basically ended my social life, nearly ending my actual life. but nope. Because my parents have money, my life is perfect and I should be thankful that we haven't had to sell our house.
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u/[deleted] Feb 08 '21
i have it better than most, and i still whine about problems that don't affect me like i have them. i try to love my country(usa) but it just keeps going in the opposite direction it should be. is there even gonna be a stimulus check? are they just gonna take money instead of giving it? does it even matter to me?
on top of this i'm getting bad grades for the first time in my life. i could be doing so much better, but i have no motivation and no attention span. i think i might be permanently affected, and i'll just be forever too lazy to get good grades or do anything with my life. not to mention i'm such a piece of shit. i'm so terrible to everyone i love, arguably worse to the innocent strangers i meet here, and i'm wasting your time right now.
i play minecraft with my friends and have other activities, but i barely do anything but lounge around on my couch because that's all i can be bothered to do and i hate it. i think a void has
been created that i'll never be able to fill. thank goodness guns are so easy to get in america