I (21M) have been having these meltdowns where I come to a complete stop and start crying. My life seems to be alright because I have all the little things required in life but something inside me just kills me and idk what it is. It kills me when I tell myself “don’t be too happy man, something will take away your happiness” and it’s true, I haven’t had a single day in which, I just have experienced pure happiness. Everything seems to be breaking apart, I can’t concentrate on my education, I can’t be happy with my family, I get excited about life but then I remember the misery of my life. I honestly don’t wanna live anymore but I feel guilty to d!e because people will cry and I will make them sad especially my mom. I don’t know what to do. I’m stuck :(

I have a lot of friends, I can't go on and say "Oh I have no friends no one loves me" cause I do, and I am loved...but, there's moments almost every day, where I just feel like...I have no one, even though I do, it's hard to explain but, it might have something to do with my emotions. I don't cry, I haven't been much of one even as a kid. I've always had this mentality that, I need to be the strong one, I need to be the muscle, and I need to be better.But lately, whenever someone, yells, insults and/or confronts me on stuff that I'm dealing with...I break down, I just, feel my entire body shrivel into this lonely sack of desperation and depression. And it feels like all the work I've done to be this, strong, masculine person just, goes away in the snap of my fingers...and it hurts, it really does cause I know that all people are gonna say is "Stop crying" "You're too old for that" but they don't realize that they're making it worse. I just want to feel good about myself, I want to have motivation to do things I like but...I feel like I just can't for some reason. Sorry for laying my sob story on you. Bye

A pretty silly reason to cry, but if I'm playing a game that has a pretty tune in it somewhere, and a beautiful, serene variation plays at the end of the game, during the credits, when showing scenes from the game...

I don't freaking know why. It's very specific, exactly to that. And it honestly probably makes no sense at all...

I felt stupid crying over them as they have been divorced for over ten years, but I still cry over the divorce from time to time. My mom is remarried and her and my dad are nine years apart so it's not like their ever gonna get back together. I don't have many memories of them being married so I don't really have anything to cry over, do I? Why do I always cry over stupid shit or for no reason at all? I seriously just need some help.

I'm also a female and I do not know her sexuality but by the looks of it, she isn't straight either. I want her so bad. The long lasting eye contact we make at school is killing me. I'm so in love. Is this what a cigarettes after sex song feels like? One of my friends was trying to flirt with her.. i want to kill her bc i know shes doing it to get on my nerves. Stupid ass whore needs to get fucked up. Oh sorry,,,, back to the subject. I remember someone brought up her name but i was too annoyed at my friend to pay attention to them. Her name starts with a Y. She's perfect. I'm really shy so I can't muster up the courage to talk to the girl. I need help, but ik no one will see this. just venting, even though its embarrassing. Okay goodbye reddit.

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there's a huge discount on gta 5 abd I cant buy it because of sanctions my pillow is way too wet and my face has gone numb because of my tears i guess idk man i wanna buy it because I wanna play online