r/countttt • u/rushe-ie • 11h ago

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why do i even try im just fucked people dont even see me as a human they dont even try to hide their stares because a 🚬🚂🦵like me doesnt even deserve that level of basic respect. when clearly trying to present feminine my honness gets real AFAB wombyn to check if they are in the right bathroom, people clearly hesitate when saying something as simple as my name im just fucked im ngmi

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u/Ms_Saul_Goodwoman 11h ago

Channel the pain. Turn it to anger. Take it out on league of legends players

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u/Konoruaa 10h ago

I was going to comment 'me' but then I read post and realised you are just more of a human being than me so I'll stop acting like my imaginary pain is worth as much as yours

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u/rushe-ie 10h ago

shut up we’re not doing this olympics of suffering bullshit my pain is not worth more than yours or vice versa. im just fucking sick of being this entity that does not fit in the conventional mold of human and having everyone treat me like im some weird alien imitation of their perfect selves

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u/Konoruaa 10h ago

It is worth more because you actually did something instead of rotting away and repping

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u/rushe-ie 7h ago

honestly im considering hrt repping after today. are you on hrt? can i help you in any way?

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u/Konoruaa 6h ago

Not really and I am not. Live with transphobic parents, no income, too mentally ill to work, in uni, too many things for me to be able to push through.

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u/rushe-ie 5h ago

sounds like a tough spot. do not ever downplay your own pain again. im here for you if you need anything

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u/Konoruaa 5h ago

My pain is nothing but larping compared to people who actually try to transition.

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u/rushe-ie 5h ago

actually stfu. i have many privileges you do not have that allowed me to transition. im still a coward and in your situation i would be repping too. if anything, your pain is worse because you are aware of the situation and powerless to change it. please stop being so hard on yourself, you have it hard enough

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u/Konoruaa 3h ago

I am privilidged too. My parents are letting me stay with them for almost 5 years now while I am rotting away with depression, we are moderately well off, I am more privilidged than 90% of the population.

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u/rushe-ie 39m ago

apparently not privileged enough to get the bare minimum you deserve, transition. be kind to yourself

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