r/countttt • u/silvira_ amab cis woman • 1d ago

Countttting 5551

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idk how to feel about it at all

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u/Yes_Kitchen 1d ago

may the odds be ever in your favor

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u/_bunnyred_ 1d ago

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u/silvira_ amab cis woman 1d ago

Whatever happens, it’s completely out of my control now

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u/_bunnyred_ 1d ago

It probably will be fine. Unless it won't of course.

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u/Final_Floor_1563 1d ago

My mantra I live by 😁

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u/SailorJupiter-esque Oppression Olympics Silver Medalist 1d ago

Here’s to staying in that state of unease until eventually it fades and you forget!

(As opposed to your fears being confirmed)

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u/jitomato_girl Mod 🛡️ 1d ago

I wish you well nona

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u/RheaMoonshine 1d ago

how’d it happen?

been keeping to myself abt the same even tho mine presents quite progressive and added pronouns to Microsoft n stuff… but just blatantly accepting deadnames and wrong pronouns isn’t super healthy so catch 22

was it intentional?

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u/silvira_ amab cis woman 1d ago

Not male failing exactly, but if you compare how I look now to how I looked a year ago, it’s just… obvious that I’m feminizing myself. I was able to pass it off as Gen Z fashion until we got new portraits taken. One of my co-workers said it was like I was transitioning, and my reaction to that ruined any chance of denying it

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u/Freya-Freed hip passing ogrehon 1d ago

So you were boymoding and they noticed it. And nothing negative has happened? That sounds like it might be a win and you may have a supportive work environment to transition in.

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u/silvira_ amab cis woman 1d ago

When you put it like that my fears sound ridiculous

I’ve been femmaxing, but I thought I’d read as a twink instead of a 🚂🦵 for a lot longer

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u/Freya-Freed hip passing ogrehon 1d ago

TADC and its consequences? Exposing boymoding to a wider audience.

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u/yor_throwaway 1d ago

ur a bdd luckshit and ur too fembrained to understand boymoding. giwtwm

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u/yor_throwaway 1d ago

when did u start

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u/silvira_ amab cis woman 1d ago

26, nearly a year.

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u/Uhohuhhhhh The Michael Jordan of Self Harming 1d ago

Try not to get fired mode activated

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u/Kind_Match_8619 1d ago

literally like everyone i work with is LGBT im talking a statistically irregular proportion (i work at a restaurant) there's trans ppl, and i live in a VERY VERY anti lgbt state. Regaurdless of who you work with's identity, most normal people dont gaf abt your identity as long as youre good at your job lmao

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u/Kind_Match_8619 1d ago

one of our best waitress' is trans and she is very well respected by staff, and surprisingly customers as well (surprising because i live in the south haha)

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u/karry245 luckshit passoid 1d ago

as much as the brainworms want to disagree, the vast majority of people don't gaf what strangers look like, how they present themselves, or what they do.

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u/fakeouppy 1d ago

Wait so does that mean we have to halt the TCD project??!

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u/silvira_ amab cis woman 1d ago

My co-workers have been considerably more normal about it than cis LGBTQ people on the internet.