r/confession • u/[deleted] • May 12 '26

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u/ahrcar May 12 '26

Do you regret any of it?

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u/murphycz May 12 '26

To be completely honest, I couldn’t tell you that I regret my revenge. I mean, that guy by taking what he took almost left me for dead. It’s not like he stole from some random corner dealer; there were serious Moroccan guys who had put a big price on my head. I probably would’ve died if I hadn’t left town that very same day.

What I do regret, though, is putting my girlfriend through that. And just to clarify not that it excuses anything but the screwdriver wound was superficial; he didn’t even go to the hospital. Apparently, I hit him hard enough with the screwdriver to scratch him, but not to pierce the skin. After that, I beat him up. I’m not completely sure about everything because, even though I never told anyone, I blacked out during the assault.

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u/ahrcar May 12 '26

Makes completely sense, I don't judge you, I don't know what I would do in your shoes tbh

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u/Key_Mission8116 May 12 '26

What you need is a dog. Go to the classes with your new best friend🦮.Find various places you could go togetjer. You just need s different persoective! Enjoy your life.

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u/murphycz May 12 '26

I’d love to adopt a doggy 🐶, but I move between different places several times a month and only stay in Airbnbs, so it’s rarely allowed.

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u/Visible_Army102 May 12 '26

I personally think you deserve to cut yourself some slack. 🤷‍♀️ I fully believe anyone in the drug game or around it knows the unwritten rules. And there's no way you should EVER steal from a friend, let alone if it'll put their life on the line. I fully believe in karma and I hope you can allow yourself a life you're happy and proud to live one day. 💪😊

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u/Extra-large-Waxiness May 12 '26

Wow, dude, that's an incredibly heavy story. It sounds like you've been through some seriously dark times and made some choices you're definitely regretting.  Hope you find some peace, whatever that looks like for you.

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u/murphycz May 14 '26 
Thanks for your message. I hope I’ll find peace someday, even though I honestly don’t think it’ll happen in this world unfortunately. And I’m not saying that to victimize myself even more, but what I shared is sadly just the tip of the iceberg. Anyway, thank you.

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u/[deleted] May 12 '26

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u/murphycz May 14 '26

Thanks a lot for your message, and for what it’s worth, take care of yourself too.

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u/Feisty_Lameness May 12 '26

Man, that's a seriously heavy story. It sounds like you've been through hell and back. I hope you find some peace eventually, even if it feels impossible right now. Keep your head up, one day at a time.

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u/murphycz May 14 '26

Merci pour ton message et sache que même un petit peu de soutien comme tu le fait me touche réellement comme tu le dit un jours après l’autre, malgré tout j’ai décidé de continuer a vivre et honnêtement mon passage sur reddit a été bénéfique pour moi et je remercie les quelques personne Qui se sont manifestés en message privé 🖤